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“Twice.”

“Gross,” she says, laughing as she crunches her nose.

We continue to talk for the next hour. Asking simple questions. Favorite food, favorite color, dream vacation. Things like that. Her laugh, smile, and that blush have made me realize there’s no way I can keep fighting what I’m feeling for this girl.

I also realize that it’s not as simple as just kissing her and making her mine. She’s had a shitty hand dealt to her. Between foster care and crappy boyfriends, she’s not going to just trust I’m not going to hurt her. But more than that, I think she’s scared of being left alone.

She’s never had someone stick around. Never had that person she can depend on. That person who loves her.

I need to show her I’m not going anywhere.

And that’s what I intend to do.

Chapter 5

Cambri

Last week,the day of the picnic was one of my favorite days. I had so much fun with Jayden. We sat in the field and talked for hours. I told him about my past, which wasn’t easy for me. I don’t like people knowing, but for some reason, I felt like he needed to know. I think it was because he shared about losing his mom. He may have had someone when he was growing up, but like me, he now has no one. We understand each other in a way not many people can.

We understand loneliness.

But he didn’t dwell on that. He continued to make me laugh and made it easy to get to know him even better.

I thought I was just physically attracted to him, but it’s more than that now. I have feelings for him, and it scares me as much as it excites me.

No one has ever made me feel the way he does. He doesn’t just turn me on. I’m comfortable with him. I’m not waiting for him to run out the door and that relaxes me. He makes me believe that maybe there is more to life than being lonely.

Sometimes you just need to trust someone.

I slide out of bed, needing a drink. I grab my slipper and sigh when I notice the other is missing. I look under the bed and when it’s not there, I know exactly where it is. Ace took it to Jayden’s room. I walk out of my room and pad over to his. It’s late so I’m sure they are both sleeping, so I’ll just sneak in and grab it.

Thankfully, the door is partly open, and I quietly step inside. I immediately freeze. Jayden is very much awake, and he has no idea I am standing here.

His eyes are closed and one hand is pressed against the wall, supporting his weight. His other hand is wrapped around his big, hard cock, as he strokes himself. His head is hanging as he lets out soft sounds of pleasure.

I should leave. I should sneak out as quietly as I entered. But I can’t. I’m frozen in place, watching him jerk off. It’s the most erotic thing I’ve ever seen, and my pussy is wet just from watching him.

He has his boxers pushed down just enough that his dick is free. He has no shirt on, and his muscles are flexing as he strokes himself faster. It’s so fucking hot. The urge to reach down and touch myself is burning through me. The idea of making myself come while he does would be ecstasy.

He’s breathing heavier as he moves faster. The hand that is on the wall bends into a fist. He’s getting close and I should leave before he does, but I can’t. It’s impossible to look away. Even though he thinks he’s alone and it’s fucked up I’m intruding on this private moment, I can’t look away.

He lets out a grunt and I feel my pussy throbbing. I swallow harshly, waiting to watch him find his release. To reach that moment of pure pleasure.

Right as I think it, his body begins to shake, and I almost let out a moan. It’s so fucking hot.

His eyes snap open and lock with mine and as he finds his release he stares right into my eyes and moans, “Cambri.”

I’m breathing as heavily as he is as I turn and rush out of his room. He knew I was there. He said my name, staring at me as he found his release. I should be more embarrassed but it’s difficult because I’m so turned on now.

I climb into bed and my heart is racing as I think about being caught watching. The thing is, he didn’t care. He knew and he didn’t stop or tell me to get out. He liked me watching as much as I liked it.

My eyes close and I replay the entire thing as I touch myself. And when I come, I whisper his name.

I lay in bed,nervous to get up. Last night was so hot, but in the light of day, I feel the embarrassment.

How the hell am I supposed to look at him? He’ll see my embarrassment and the heat in my eyes.

“Cambri, come eat breakfast before your shift,” Jayden yells, knocking on my door.

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