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I moan, agreeing with him, but he’s once again made it impossible to speak. I push myself back against him, and he hisses. We’re both moving frantically, trying to fall over the edge. He reaches around and pinches my clit, and I squeeze my eyes shut. I’m so close, and I know he is too.

“Fuck,” I manage as I begin to shake.

He slaps my ass and grabs my hair again, forcing my face toward him. He pounds into me harder and impossibly faster as he searches my eyes. “Come on me, Mia. I want to feel you all over my dick,” he growls.

I don’t know if it’s his heated look, dirty words, or master cock, but my release crashes over me like a fucking tsunami. I shout his name as he continues his punishing rhythm.

“Mia, fuck,” he groans, slamming into me a few more times. His orgasm finds him, and he growls as it takes over.

He kisses my shoulder as he pulls out of me. We both collapse to the floor, and he pulls me against him. My head is lying on his chest as he traces circles on my back. We’re both relaxed and completely satisfied. I feel safe in his large arms, and my heartbeat starts to pick back up.

I rest my chin on his chest, and he lifts his eyes to mine. “I feel safe with you, Finn. I feel like nothing bad can happen, and no one can hurt me when I’m in your arms.”

He pushes up onto his elbows and presses a soft kiss to my lips. “I’ll never let anyone hurt you, baby.”

It causes my body to warm, and I smile at him. “What is this?” He tilts his head, raising an eyebrow. I blow out a breath and reach up, dragging my thumb across his bottom lip. “Are we just fuck buddies, or are we a couple or what?”

He smiles and sits up, leaning his back against the couch. I straddle him as his fingers sink into my hair. “I’m not good at this. Relationships aren’t something I’m familiar with. I didn’t have loving parents to show me, and I wasn’t raised with any sort of understanding of relationships.” He pauses as he searches my eyes, and my stomach sinks. He’s not ready, and it hurts more than it should. “But if you’re willing to be patient and understanding, I’d really fucking like you to be my girl.”

Tears prick my eyes as I kiss his cheek. “I’m more than willing,” I whisper.

He holds me tightly against him, and I feel his heart pounding in his chest. It’s overwhelming, and I need to fight back the tears.

“I’m gonna make you so fucking happy, Mia,” he whispers against my hair.

A tear falls, and I swallow down my emotions. “You already do, Finn.” I pull back a bit to see his handsome face, and he wipes his thumb under my eyes, snapping his worried blues to mine. “They’re happy tears, babe.” I grab his hands, and he grins. “When do you go back?”

He sighs and releases my hands so he can scrub his face. “I have club shit to handle tomorrow morning, and then we head back.”

I nod and rest my head on his shoulder. “When will I see you again?”

“Come to Vegas,” he says. My eyes widen, and I lift my head. He kisses me all too quickly and shrugs. “I don’t know how to do all this, Mia. What I do know is that when I’m not with you, I ache.”

I wrap my arms around his neck and press my lips to his. It’s a slow, sweet kiss. He deserves so much more than what he’s had, and I only know bits and pieces. I’m done trying to please everyone but myself. Being with Finn is what I want. I have no doubt it will be hard as hell, but I’d like to try.

He rests his forehead on mine, and I smile. “I ache when I’m not with you too, babe. I’ll come to Vegas.”

His eyes widen, and a playful smile hits his lips. “Are you fucking serious?”

I shrug, smiling. “I know there’s shit to figure out with Porter. I just don’t want that to get in the way of what we have.”

“I’m not going to get in the middle of what you decide to do with that situation, but you have to understand those are my brothers, my family. If you want to be a part of my life, you need to be a part of theirs,” he says, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear.

I smile and press a kiss to his lips. “I can handle that.”

“Okay, because there are a lot of times I’m not around, and those girls, Gillian and the others, they’ll be your family. You all need to lean on each other, depend on each other, and trust each other. They can be overwhelming and pushy as hell, so you need to be able to handle it,” he says, rubbing my shoulders.

I’ll handle it all. That I can guarantee.

“It’s worth it,” I whisper.

He smiles against my lips and lowers me to the floor. I guess we’re not making it to the bed tonight.

5

Finn

We pull up outside of the club that our brothers, Shattered Souls California, have in California, Twisted Souls. Where we have a strip club in Vegas, they have a regular club in California. A bar that I’ve heard is extremely successful and profitable. The big stucco building is a huge contrast to what we have in Vegas. There are large windows, large palm trees, sitting areas outside, and a bright neon sign proudly displaying the name.

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