I look at him fully for the first time. His face is drawn. Exhausted. But his eyes are clear. Wrecked. But clear.
“I don’t know,” I say. “But something in me just…stopped doubting.”
He stares back. Doesn’t argue. Doesn’t thank me.
Just nods.
The moment sits between us.
I reach over. Grab a clean towel. Without asking, I slide closer. Take his hand.
He doesn’t resist.
I peel the soaked cloth back. His palm is torn across the base.
Long. Deep. But clean.
I dip another cloth in water and press it to the wound.
He hisses.
“Don’t be a baby,” I mutter.
“I’m not,” he growls.
“You flinched.”
“I didn’t.”
“You definitely flinched.”
His lips twitch. Barely. I clean the cut and then wrap it tighter. This time with gauze.
“Where’d you get this?” I ask.
“Clearing patrol. One of Alfeo’s dogs came out swinging.”
“Still alive?”
“No.”
I tie the end of the wrap and pat it once.
“Good.”
He leans back again.
I lean, too.
Our shoulders brush now. I keep The Star in my hand.
He doesn’t ask about it. But I think he feels it. Under everything—blood, ghosts, guilt—there’s a sliver of peace.
It won’t last. We both know it. But for now?
He’s here.
I’m still breathing.