And looking back through my memories at the shadows of all the wreckage I left behind, I suddenly want what he’s offering me more than anything.
Maybe I don’t have it all figured out.
But I know one thing for certain.
I’m done running.
“Okay,” I say, exhaling slowly, “we go to the ranch, and uh… I guess I call a moving company?”
Zeke glances at me, one brow lifting like I just suggested summoning a demon to help us load boxes.
“A moving company?”
“Well, yeah.” I shrug. “How else am I gonna get my stuff to the cabin?”
For a second, he just stares. Then he grins—wide and a little too pleased with himself.
It does dangerous things to my insides.
Then the grin fades. Replaced by a tight frown.
His fingers curl around the steering wheel like he’s trying not to break it in half.
“Actually, uh, I think we’ll just buy you new stuff. That cool?”
My stomach flips. “Oh. Did they, uh, did they ruin it all?”
He nods once, jaw clenched hard.
“Yeah. I looked in every room when I checked the place. Those pieces of shit trashed everything. I’m so sorry, Casey. I should’ve kept you from this?—”
“Don’t be silly. I didn’t even know you then.”
I lick my lips and try not to think about my ruined books, my half-burned couch, the pillow I cried into when I first left home.
None of it was expensive.
None of it was fancy.
But it was mine.
“Still,” he begins.
“No. Look, it’s definitely not your fault, okay?” I murmur. “Besides, I wasn’t really attached to any of it. I mean, stuff is just stuff, right? We can start again. Together. If you want. I mean—” I glance down at my lap, suddenly unsure. “Only if you want.”
There’s a beat of silence.
Then his big, calloused hand wraps around mine, warm and firm and steady. He squeezes like he’s anchoring me in place.
“Oh, I want, Petals. I want you. With me. For good. Got it?”
My heart thunders in my chest, cheeks heating under the weight of those words.
I nod. “Yeah. I got it. Me, too.”
And for the first time in a long time, I really, really believe I’m right where I belong.
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