Page 57 of Speak

SDC house hosts the biggest fucking party. People are puking in the front lawn, some down by the side in the bushes and there are people fucking on the back lawn. It’s chaos. I’m thriving and drunk but I… fuck, I think I miss her. I make my way through the woods, fully planning on sneaking back onto campus and into her dorm the same way I’ve been for the last four nights.

Then I catch movement out of my periphery. In the trees. A little spooky ghost waves at me. Her hair is down, my number is on her cheek, she’s wearing my fucking jersey and in her hands? Two bottles of beer. She hands me one and then tips it so we can clink our bottles and chug them together.

I put my arm over her shoulders and we walk through the woods using a different path than the one I usually take. It’s kinda creepy but she seems to know where she’s going so I let her lead us out to a field where there’s a pond. She walks to the dock and. She. Gets.Naked.

Then dives in.

Oh fuck yeah.

She swims to the deepest part, ripples of water kissing her face, everything but her nose is under the black abyss, peering at me. I lose my clothes quick, diving right in, uncaring about the temperature and yank her to me. Her body is cool compared to mine but that’s okay, I have enough warmth for the both of us. Her naked chest is clashed against mine, nipples hard and my cock is so close to her perfect fat pussy, if I moved just right, I could easily slip in. But I don’t want to take her virginity in a pond.

I pull away, only to glance down into her dark eyes, and the words bubble out of me before I can stop them. “You’re so beautiful, Raven.”

She smiles, wrapping her arms around my shoulders and runs her fingertips through the soft hair on the nape of my neck, sending chills down my spine. Fuck, it feels so good. When she pulls, I groan and when she tilts her head back, she surprises me, going in for a kiss. I feel heavy, like I’m floating, relaxed with her in my arms.

So relaxed…

“Fuck, Raven,” I mumble against her lips, “Let’s go back to your dorm room. I don’t want to do this in a pond. We can shower, get warm…”

But fuck, she licks into my mouth and my tongue follows, my dick harder now than before and I fucking devour her. Her taste, her spit, I want it all and she meets me with her own searing kiss. That’s the thing about virgins, get them in the right mood and they’re so fucking eager to please.

Jonas is a dumbass.

Except she freezes in arms and when I open my eyes, hers are already open, looking behind me. “What is it?”

She blinks at me and shakes her head, unwrapping her legs from around my torso and I’m so sleepy I’m just glad she’s swimming back to the dock, hoisting herself up like a natural mermaid. When she turns, her thighs spread, a beacon in the night.

I swim after her, my limbs exhausted but then hiss at the sight of her pussy and my mouth fucking waters. I put my hands on her inner thighs and spread her farther apart. “Raven…” I groan when I see the pinkest part of her. “Can I kiss your sweet little pussy? I’ve been dying to taste you. All of you. I want to eat your cunt and then spin you around and shove my tongue in your ass. I want to taste all you.”

Her breath hitches but she scoots down, her pussy at eye level to me, and I lean forward, resting my elbows on the dock, only to flatten my tongue up her slick cunt, and the way she throws her head back I can almost hear her moan. I suck her clit into my mouth and her thighs quiver, caramel eyes peering down at me. She looks wild, untamed, beautiful. I chuckle, “Do you like that?”

She uses her hand to guide my head back to her and I feast, making her writhe, bucking her hips to meet my tongue. But then something fucking embarrassing happens. Not only am I losing my boner but I fuckingyawninto her pussy. I pull away, she’s kinda fuzzy now.

Her brows scrunch up and she looks depleted, like I’ve kicked her puppy. I shake my head. “I’m sorry Spooks. I’m usually more alert while doing this. I’m just really exhausted…”

She looks so sad and starts closing her legs.

"It's just exhaustion. S’not you. We totally nanialated…nalialated… Black Thorm.” Fuck my tongue feels fat. “Can we just go back to your dorm? I really wanna… finish what we started. Maybe a shower and a nap and I’ll lick you from pussy to ass till you cream my face when I wake up.” I yawn again.

She smiles down at me then taps her lips twice with her fingers, spreads her thighs for me again and then taps her pussy with those same fingers, spreading her pussy lips, flashing that cute little clit at me.

I huff out a laugh. “One more kiss?”

Her smile, although fuzzy, is radiant.

“How could I deny you?” I lean down again. Licking, putting her entire pussy in my mouth, kissing and when her head tilts back again, I notice she’s swaying, like she can hear music playing in her mind.

She bucks her hips, her hand in my hair, guiding me where she needs me and then pushes off the dock, a little too hard, squeezing her thighs around my head. I grip the tops of her thighs, my stomach recoiling when I realize I’m in the water and she’s shoving me down. I’m trying to push up, kick my legs under the water but they’re not working right.

Cold pond water fills my mouth, alarms blaring in my brain to wake up, to go, to move but my heart, my muscles, they’re too slow.

It burns.

The agony, the water filling my lungs as I try to break free from her hold, it’s all so fucking heavy.Riordan…

Oh my god, I’m going to die here and Riordan will be left alone with my parents. Panic sets in but in my last struggle,submerged, I take in one last gulp instead of a breath and I feel when my heart stops.

There’s nothing there.

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