He crosses his arms and looks at me. Not mad, just stern. Eyes scanning me, taking inventory of every part of me that’s off.
“You skating hurt?”
I shake my head. “No, Coach.”
“You sleeping?”
“Yes.”
“You lying?”
“…Maybe.”
He exhales hard through his nose and looks out over the rink. “You remember I was in that board meeting, right? The one where your little PR stunt got green-lit?”
I say nothing.
He cuts his gaze back to me. “You wanna explain to me how that music festival kisswasn’treal?”
I freeze.
He doesn’t give me time to answer.
“I’ve watched you for five seasons, Walton. Seen you half-ass media days, clown your way through drills, coast when you should’ve been digging in. But the second Zoe Carlson walks into a room, you suddenly remember how to sit upright.”
“Coach—”
“I don’t care,” he says, lifting a hand. “Not if it’s working. And itisworking—on the ice, in the press, online. You’re behaving. Dialed in. And for once, you’re not making me wanna hurl a puck at your skull.”
I huff a laugh.
“You wanna prove you give a shit?” he says, stepping in closer.
“Idogive a shit.”
“Then show it. On the puck. On your gaps. Not just in your damn Instagram stories.”
He lets that hang there, and I nod once, jaw tight.
“Because if this thing with Zoe is real now, like I think it is,whether you’ve admitted it to anyone or not, I don’t want you distracted. I need you ready from game one, not skating through molasses because you’re too busy wondering about the girl you got at home. So you better lock it in.”
I blink. Then smirk.
“I mean, she’s agreatgirl, Coach. She—”
He shoots me a look. “You write vows on my ice, and I swear to God, Walton, I’ll bury you in drills.”
Then he claps me once on the shoulder, harder than necessary, and walks off.
***
By the time I pull into the underground garage, it’s just after two. We have a rest day tomorrow, thank God, which means one blissful stretch of time where I won’t be skating suicides or getting verbally abused by Coach Benson in front of a dozen sweaty witnesses.
The elevator dings, and I lean my head back against the wall inside, letting myself breathe for a second.
Lock it in.
Coach’s words haven’t left my head all day. Not just because he’s right, but because the only thing Iwantto do is lock it in.