She narrows her eyes. “You say that like it’s punishment.”
“It’s not. I’m just tired.”
“Long shift?”
I nod again.
She studies me a second longer. “You didn’t hate assisting on that dermal debridement, though. I saw your face when they let you stitch.”
Okay, so maybe she’s not completely oblivious.
“That was cool,” I admit. “Best part of the day.”
“And the worst?”
I consider lying. Saying something light.
But instead I mutter, “Probably the way I had to remind myself twelve times not to cry in the elevator.”
Jules leans back, her expression softening. “Is there someone back home? A boyfriend?”
My fingers tighten around my glass.
The question hits harder than I expected.
She’s trying to be casual—curious, not pushy—but the words echo. Someone back home. Someone. Singular.
I try to breathe through it.
Instead, my mind flashes to a memory—Christmas at Caleb’s parents’ house, the glow of the lights, the warmth of three bodies tangled together under a shared blanket. Laughter, whispered promises, the feeling of belonging. That was when everything started changing.
A tear slips down my cheek before I can stop it.
“Oh, Rilee, I’m sorry,” she says quickly. “I didn’t mean to hit a sore spot.”
I shake my head, wiping the tear away. “No, it’s okay. It’s just… tough right now.”
I stare at the taco on my plate like it might offer me answers. “It’s just… hard right now. I left because I thought I had to.Because this was always the plan. And my relationship…” I word things carefully, “didn’t fit into that plan.”
Jules doesn’t say anything right away. Just sips her drink and watches me with more empathy than I expected. “Well,” she finally says, “if he was really it for you… maybe he’s not gone forever.”
I look at her. “You think?”
She shrugs, then grins. “Girl, I’ve seen patients come back from things they weren’t supposed to. Who’s to say love can’t too?”
I let the idea sit there—wobbly and terrifying and fragile.
She reaches across the table, placing a comforting hand over mine. “I’m here if you ever want to talk. Or not talk. Whatever you need.”
I nod, grateful for her kindness. “Thanks, Jules.”
We sit in silence for a moment, the noise of the restaurant fading into the background. I take a sip of my margarita, the tangy sweetness a small comfort.
Chapter Fifty-Three
Hunter
If one more person tells me to “just give it time,” I’m going to commit an actual felony.