And for a few hours, I remember exactly why I’m doing this.
I’m good at this.
It’s the only place I feel like I don’t have to prove it.
Around noon, I finally get a break. I step into the break room, tie my hair back tighter, and check my phone.
One new message.
Grayson:I can’t stop thinking about last night.
Me:Which part? The sleepy me? The overwhelmed me? The one moaning your name?
Grayson:All of them. Especially the last one.
I bite my lip, cheeks warming as I stare at the screen.
Another buzz.
Grayson:I know you’re busy, I just wanted you to know you’ve been stuck in my head all morning.
I’m still grinning when another buzz lights up the screen.
Caleb:Hey nurse goddess. What’s poppin?
I smile.
Me:I’m at the hospital. Being responsible and everything.
Caleb:Hot.
I roll my eyes.
Me:You’re ridiculous.
I let my phone fall into my lap and close my eyes for a second.
Two guys texting me flirty messages while I sit in the break room of the one place that actually makes sense.
This is my life now.
I breathe in. Breathe out.
And try not to spiral again.
It almost works.
All I want is a hot shower.
Five hours of clinicals, two patients who cried on me, and I smell like antiseptic and bad decisions.
So I towel up, grab my bag, and head for the hall bathroom.
I push open the door—
And freeze.
Caleb’s already in there. Shirtless. Toothbrush in his mouth. Looking smug.