Page 101 of Shadowvein

Except I can’t. Not yet.

Not when every part of me still remembers the warmth of his breath against my neck, and the security of his arm around my waist.

I blink against the stinging drops, squinting to see through the storm’s fury.

The world beyond the pass reveals itself in bursts. Flashes of silver and shadow between lightning strikes. A broad valley stretches out beneath us, forest cloaking its lower reaches, battered now by the storm’s intensity. The path ahead follows a ridgeline that looks just as treacherous as the one we left.

“Stay close,” Sacha shouts over the howling wind. “The shelter is ahead.”

I see no shelter. Just more rock. More rain. But I follow Tisera, matching her steps, because what else can I do? My clothes are stuck to my skin, water finding every seam. My fingers and nose have gone numb, and my hair is plastered against my face and neck, sending rivulets of ice-cold water down my spine.

I’m used to Chicago winters and how cold it can get. But not this bone-deep ache that seeps past skin and muscle and into something harder to name. It’s not just physical. It’s like this world is trying to peel me back to whatever I’m made of underneath.

Lightning strikes again, closer this time. The crack of thunder follows immediately, a sound that hits with the weight of a blow. It rattles through my chest, vibrating bone and breath alike.

In that instant of blinding light, I turn, and catch Sacha’s face—unnaturally focused, eyes bleeding black at the edges, hisfeatures transformed into something otherworldly. Power incarnate. Something that shouldn’t be beautiful, but is.

The sight sends an unexpected shiver through me that has nothing to do with the cold.

I saw what he did back in the pass. The way he somehow held back an entire rockslide with nothing but an outstretched hand and what I can only describe as darkness flowing from his palm.

Magic.Actual magic. It’s impossible to pretend I didn’t see. It moved like a living thing. And it listened to him.

That wall of stone should have crushed us. It didn’t. Because of him. Because of whatever heis.

And now I can’t stop thinking about the way he stood there. Shoulders squared, eyes black, shadows wrapped around his hands like they belonged there. Like he was built for them.

The raven makes more sense now. It’s not just a shape he built. It’s something real that responds to his will. An extension of himself that allows him to perceive and manipulate things in ways I have no way of understanding.

“This way.” Tisera calls from ahead, pointing at what looks like nothing more than a darker shadow against the face of a cliff.

The storm escalates, each raindrop a needle against my skin. Breathing is difficult, because every inhale brings a lungful of water with it.

We scramble down a steep embankment, slipping and sliding while the ground beneath our feet threatens to give way with every step. Mud clings to my boots, and my hands are frozen and raw from grabbing at rocks and roots to stop my downwardslide.

A dark shape ahead resolves into a natural overhang in the cliff face when we draw closer. Not a true cave, but a deep recess in the stone extending maybe fifteen feet inward, sheltered from wind and rain by solid rock above. There’s evidence that other people have used it for shelter—a stone-ringed fire pit in the center, stacked firewood placed against the rear wall to keep it dry.

We stumble inside with collective relief, the abrupt drop in noise like surfacing from underwater. The change from chaos to relative calm almost disorienting. The storm’s roar is muted here, though it’s still powerful enough to remind me of what waits outside.

Water streams from our clothing, forming small puddles on the smooth stone floor.

“We can stay here until the storm passes.” Sacha moves along the edges of the shelter, scanning the area like something half-wild and too alert.

While Tisera retrieves wood from a stack kept near the back of the shelter and arranges it inside the stone circle, I shrug off my sodden outer layer, hanging the cloak on a natural projection of rock where it might have some chance of drying. The chill sets in immediately. Bone-deep cold that makes my teeth chatter. The mountain air, already cool before the storm, now carries a bitter edge that cuts through whatever warmth my body is desperately trying to generate.

The small fire Tisera builds catches quickly, flames licking upward as she feeds it more wood. Light and warmth spread throughout the small refuge, pushing back the worst of the chill. I move closer, extending my hands toward the heat.

“Is it safe here?” I look at Sacha, who is still prowling around, like a wild animal trapped in a cage.

“Safe enough.” He joins me near the fire, lowering himself onto the ground. “The storm will keep Authority patrols confined to their outposts. Few will risk these paths in good weather, so I doubt anything will drive them out in this.”

Tisera says something. Sacha turns to me.

“She wants to know if you’re hurt at all. The northern pass can be unforgiving.”

“I don’t think so.” I’m so cold, it’s hard to say. I run my hands over my body. Other than muscle aches and some scrapes to visible skin, I find nothing. “Just scrapes and bruises.”

Tisera nods when Sacha translates, then reaches into her pack and takes out some small packets wrapped in cloth. She offers one to me.

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