Page 57 of Primal Urges

“Cade?” Lucas’s voice was soft and cracked slightly when he pronounced the D.

“Yeah?” Cade managed to choke out. His heart was racing as he waited for Lucas’s question.

“What are we doing here?”

The question was so innocent.

And to be honest, Caden wasn’t quite sure himself. All he knew was that when Lucas mentioned his fear, he wanted to take his hand and comfort him.

“I… I’m not sure.”

“Are you bi?” Lucas’s voice was barely a whisper. He sounded so nervous, and there was a slight tremor in his voice.

“No. I don’t think so.” There was a long pause as Caden stared up at the night sky.

The stars above them twinkled as their breathing grew more in sync. Their hands remained connected as they quietly listened to the crickets sing in the fields around them.

Caden took a breath, then slowly added, “I… I’ve never been attracted to guys before. But for some reason, I like being around you. I feel good when you smile. I want to hold your hand when you need someone to comfort you. I like listening to you talk and love watching you sing while you clean. Being around you makes me feel calm, like all of my troubles are somehow less important when I’m with you.” Caden stared up at the stars and wondered how many aliens were watching them right now. “I want to be the one to protect you, be there when you need someone to hold you.”

He felt Lucas squeeze his hand.

Caden sat up on one elbow and looked down at Lucas’s moonlit face. His chestnut eyes reflected the stars, and the light from the moon cast a perfect silhouette across the young man’s face.

“I loved seeing you with Lizzy today. You have such a great spirit and are so kind to those around you.” Caden traced the contours of Lucas’s face with his fingers. His heart was pounding, and all he wanted to do was kiss the man.

Eyes locked together, Caden leaned in and gently brushed his lips against Lucas’s. His lips were soft and warm and tasted like red wine. He felt Lucas’s breath against his lips and wondered why it had taken him this long to taste those gorgeous lips.

Mouth opening slightly, Caden welcomed Lucas’s tongue inside as the boy wrapped an arm around Caden’s shoulders and pulled him closer.

Melting into each other, they shared an undeniable instant connection.

Lucas gave a moan as he tilted his head slightly, exploring more of Caden’s mouth and lips. They teased each other, kissing and licking and gently caressing one another’s faces as they went.

The world around them fell away as Caden lost himself in the magic of Lucas’s lips.

Every moan, every hitch of Lucas’s breath, had Caden’s dick thickening until it got to the point where he was pretty damn sure his cock was going to burst through his zipper.

“Inside. Now,” Caden gasped.

“What?” Lucas chuckled, his lips still firmly pressed against his.

“Inside. House. Naked. Bed.” The words fell from Caden’s mouth in between desperate kisses and gasps for air.

His dick was suddenly in control.

Caden grabbed Lucas by the hand and yanked him to his feet.

Chuckling, they both ran toward the double set of barn doors like two horny newlyweds on their wedding night.

“Upstairs, now!” Caden huffed, pulling the door closed behind them as he pushed Lucas toward the loft and, hopefully, his waiting bed.

His heart was pounding as he rushed up the ladder and stepped into Lucas’s bedroom/living area. He hadn’t been in this space since the morning of the “incident” and was both eager and terrified at the same time.

Part of him was beyond excited to be doing this, finally getting Lucas alone and naked once more. Another teeny, tiny part of him worried that he might lose his nerve and run off once again. He hoped that wouldn’t happen. He really wanted to do this and didn’t think Lucas would forgive him if he had another freak-out.

Gasping, they both fell onto the bed, a jumbled pile of limbs and way too much clothing.

“You sure?” Lucas asked, stopping momentarily once he tore off his shirt.

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