CHAPTER ONE
VERITY
Dating in the city sucks.
Don’t let anyone say otherwise.
I tap my phone screen for what feels like the hundredth time, lighting it up in the hope that maybe I missed a message. But…nope. There are no new notifications. Zero. Zip. Zilch.
My fingers itch to swipe the phone open, but I flip the screen facedown, so I’m not tempted.
I tell myself I can’t keep staring at the text thread, hoping that it will cause a response to magically appear from him when I haven’t heard from him in hours. That’s right. Hours.
I am self-aware enough to know that I am a sucker when it comes to men and dating. I put total faith in guys after just one date, envisioning what our future could possibly look like and falling under their spell. It’s something I really need to change.
I swear, if he doesn’t show up tonight, I’m never dating again.
Okay, maybe that’s a smidge excessive. But I sure as heck will promise myself not to get swept away after just a few dates. I will hold myself back. I will make the next guy chase me like I actually mean something. I will make him prove to me that he is serious before I go all in. I’m sick of cradling my heart after it gets tossed on the ground by men who don’t give a crap.
My phone vibrates and my eyes dart to the device, hand flicking out to turn it over.
Well, that resolve lasted about five minutes.
The screen shows nothing other than a notification for thirty percent off shoes from a brand that I like. The silent message thread below it glares back at me, and I swallow what little pride I have left and click on it, my fingers tapping out one last message.
Which is definitely a bad decision.
I slide the texts to the side, noting each of the timestamps. My upper lip curls with a slight wince at how utterly pathetic the messages look.
10:21 am Me:Morning :) Can’t wait to see you tonight!
1:05 pm Me:The restaurant is going to be to dieeee for
1:06 pm Me:i just looked up their drink menu *drool emoji*
2:49 pm Mike:I’m going to be late. I have a showing
2:53 pm Me:All good!! I can push the res by 15
2:54 pm Me:I’ll see u then <3
7:40 pm Me:On my way
8:01 pm Me:Just got here :) lmk when ur on the way
8:39 pm Me:ETA?
8:50 pm Me:Mikeee??
9:06 pm*missed call from Verity*
9:13 pm Me:Are u all good?
9:41 pm Me:???
Sourness swirls through my gut, and I force myself to shut my phone and toss it into my purse so I don’t get tempted again.
This is getting beyond pathetic.