Page 83 of Please Save Me

Sebastian smirked as he brought his vape to his lips. His chest swelled with a breath before he blew the sweet-smelling vapor toward me.

“I’m going to be completely honest with you, Cameron.” He rubbed the square of his jaw as he talked. “I’ve always heard the best way to get over a lover is to get under another, and while I’m not interested in leaving Mason behind, I want to be able to say Iwillinglyhad sex with someone else.”

My heart skipped at just how direct Sebastian was. Under normal circumstances, I wouldn’t touch him with a ten-foot pole… but I was curious. The best way to sate that curiosity was to fuck him once and get it out of my system.

“So, I’m going to ask you one last time.” Sebastian slipped his glasses off, placing them on the end table before turning to me. He shifted to being on his hands and knees, placing his palm on my chest. “Seeing as you have my consent… What doyouwant to do tome?”

A tingle swept across my skin. This had to be some sort of joke. He wanted a rise out of me, something he could insult me over. But… if that were the case, he was committed.

I placed a hand on top of his, “You’re too young for me.”

Flashbacks of me telling Mason something similar danced across my subconscious.

His smile was somewhere between a shit-eating grin and a cocky smirk. Lucian smiled the same way when he was intentionally getting on my last nerve.

Sebastian leaned in close enough for his breath to warm my skin. The sour, herbal smell of marijuana clung to him like cologne, barely masking his natural scent. He was high. This was wrong. I needed to be the adult and stop this.

Somehow, he got closer still, and now his lips were pressed to my ear. “I’m young, but I know what I want.”

His whisper sent chills down my spine, and I gulped. My heart cartwheeled in my chest, and my mind swam with the idea of what we could do with just one night.

“Seb, I’m not gentle,” I warned. That was my last attempt to dissuade him, of defusing the ticking time bomb this situation was about to become.

He pulled away again, his gaze pinned on mine. He squinted slightly and I wondered if he was doing it to see me better.

“I want you to fuck me like you hate me.” Sebastian’s already deep voice was low and husky, causing his words to reverberate in my chest as he smiled. “Not like that should behardfor you.”

Anything that happened in this apartment would be limited to tonight and tonight alone. So, since we were both consenting adults, it was fine for me to do this.

I snatched him by the neck, crashing his lips onto mine. He worked his hands into my hair and climbed onto my lap. Sebastian was weightier than I expected, but considering he was almost pure muscle, that shouldn’t have surprised me.

Sebastian’s tongue danced along mine, and a surprise piercing clicked against my teeth. He nipped my lower lip as he pulled away, pressing his forehead to mine. His skin was flushed as he breathed heavily.

My mind raced with conflicting thoughts. My conscience pleaded for me to stop, but the devil on my shoulder said this was just getting good. The primal desire coursing through my veins drowned them both out, and all I could think about was the sounds Sebastian might make while taking my cock.

“All my toys are downstairs,” I told him.

“If you walk out of this apartment, one of uswillcome to our senses, and all this will end… I don’t want it to end,” he pleaded. “I have condoms and lube. That’s all we need.”

He fell off my lap and felt around for the end table that his glasses rested on. He opened the drawer, and I looked over to see what he had just mentioned… but I also noticed a pair of handcuffs.

I wondered if he had ever used them on Mason. Somehow, that thought had medyingto do the same to him. I leaned over and snatched the cuffs, clicking one side closed around his wrist while he grabbed the lube.

Sebastian’s eyes widened in surprise as he looked down.

“Take your pants off for me,” I commanded.

Sebastian’s face lit up as he eagerly complied. His reaction was unexpected but kind of endearing. The second his sweats dropped to the ground, his cock stood at attention. I almost gasped as I noticed the three piercings spanning the underside of his penis.

“...Did that hurt?” My question slipped as I tried to wrap my mind around why someone would do thatthreetimes.

The cuff on his wrist jingled as he stepped toward me with the lube in one hand and the condoms in the other.

“It didn’t feelgood, but it wasveryworth it.”

A sick curiosity surged through me as I wondered what they felt like from the inside. But I was nowhere near brave enough to figure that out tonight.

“This is gonna be quick,” I told him, snapping the other cuff onto his bare wrist.

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