Page 20 of Beguiled and Broken

“Anywhere you want, love.”Thatmade me flush.

“We can go to my place, but you have to be quiet. I have roommates.” Was I crazy? Yes. What if we got caught? We would have to be so quiet.

“I can be quiet if you can, love, but no guarantees and I doubt you can with me.” Wow. Cocky.

“What’s your name?” I asked him. He paused.

“What do you want it to be?” Interesting.

“Are you serious right now? You’re going to let me call you anything?” Iwascrazy! Iwas, because I knew who I wanted him to be for me.

“My name’s Theo, but I’ll be anyone you want.”

“Let’s go.” We tossed the shots back, set our glasses down and left.

*

I was tipsy and fumbling with my keys. “Which key is it, love? Let me help.” I showed him and he opened the sliding door as quietly as he could. “Nice place.”

“Ssshh. Don’t talk.” I put a finger up to his lips. We tiptoed downstairs and when we made it to my room, I pulled him over to my bed. I said, “Take your clothes off.” He did just that and climbed into my bed. I had got undressed so fast. He was laying on his back, so I straddled him.

He asked, “Who am I? Who am I going to be for you tonight?” and grabbed my hips.

I just looked down at him and got lost inside my head replaying the night. Angry, hurt. It shouldn’t have been that way. I shouldn’t have been interrogated like I had done something wrong. I hadn’t done anything wrong. I’d done everything they asked me to, and Bianca just took over. Took over everything and kicked me to the side like I was no one. I wanted to make her pay for that. I looked down at the mystery man. “Vinny,” I said. I couldn’t believe his name crossed my lips. I was going to call this man, Vinny.

“Ok, I’ll be your Vinny if you’ll be my Allie…”

“Catarina. My name’s Catarina. Who’s Allie?”

“Does it matter? I’m not asking you who Vinny is.” He was right. It didn’t matter.

“I’ll be your Allie. Do you have a condom?” I wasn’t going to catch anything from this revenge sex. He nodded, reached under the pillow, and revealed a sexy grin. “Well, thanks for thinking way ahead of me.” He smiled again but said nothing. I reached down and started stroking him. I still couldn’t believe I was going to do this. I was going to have a one-night stand and call out Vinny’s name. Theo rolled the condom on while I positioned myself above him without sinking down. It was a brave move being on top considering I hadn’t had sex in a good year or two. It was probably going to hurt. I had started to get scared.

He looked up at me and asked, “What’s the matter?”

“I uh…it’s…it’s just been a long time.”

“You should’ve said so. Lay down.” He slid out from under me, so I laid on my back. Spreading my legs, he positioned himself between me. “You ready, love?”

I nodded as he pushed himself inside. I took a deep breath and gripped his shoulders. “Breathe…” He was looking down at me as I looked up at him. I nodded and let out the breath I was holding.

“Move…please…” He started moving faster, in and out of me and before I could think about it anymore, we were in a rhythm together. He leaned down, sucked my tits, and squeezed them as I tried to stifle my moans. “Let me on top, now.”

He had flipped us over and I was riding him, my hands were on his chest for leverage. Somehow, we ended up at the other end of the bed. He finally sat up with his arms wrapped around me. “What’s my name, love?” I was moaning and rocking on him, my arms wrapped around his neck, my nails clawing his back. I was grinding on him slowly, but he was pushing up into me and it was so deep.

“Vinny. Oh god…Vinny, you feel so good.” I couldn’t believe what was happening and what I was saying, but all I could see now was Vinny’s face. Vinny’s smile and every memory of him smiling at me came rushing in. I could hear his gentle laughter in my ears. I could feel the way he held me when I fell off the bucket at work. “Aaah, Vinny…”

“That’s it, Allie. Ride my cock.” I didn’t know who Allie was, and I didn’t care. “Your pussy feels so fucking good, love.”

“Vinny, fuck me. Hold me tighter.” We were sweaty and barely able to keep our moans down. “Vinny, I love you. Fuck, I love you.”

“I love you too.” Theo said it, but to me, it was Vinny. Vinny was telling me he loved me. I was so lost in the feeling of him. “Feed me these tits.”

“Take them Vinny. They’re all yours. Suck them hard.” I heard a noise from across the room. I didn’t want to look up directly, so I leaned my head back with my eyes squinted as I moaned. I kept grinding down with my arms wrapped around his neck. It was Vinny. Oh god, he was in the room, and he looked frozen, watching me. I knew how to make him want me. He needed to hear me call out his name. How could he resist it? He was just about to turn around when I moaned, “Vinny, yes. Oh my god, fuck me, Vin. Your fat cock feels so good in my pussy.” I saw Vinny’s back tense as he left the room.

*

I walked with Theo back to his car and came back to the house. After I changed my sheets, I took a long, hot shower. What the fuck was I thinking? I didn’t. I didn’t think and Vinny heard me call his name while I was fucking someone else. I was going to get fired. I fucked it all up...bad.This is why we don’t drink, Catarina. Drinking equals slutting and bad decisions. I know.“Shut up,” I said out loud and grabbed fistfuls of wet hair from the sides of my head. “Shut up.”

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