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“Oh, Vinny, I don’t know. You’re so big.”

“Do you want it?”

She flashed me a playful smile and said, “Fuck, Yes, I want it.”

I reached into our side table and grabbed the lube before opening her cheeks and squeezing the lube down her ass. She relaxed her ass to let it run down inside her while I stroked my cock with the rest. “I can’t fucking wait to fill you up, Bianca.”

I pushed my thumb inside her to get her ready for me, making her moan loud as my knuckle stretched her open. Her hand covered her mouth to stifle it. The next moan was hushed.

“Are you ready for me?” I asked.

The word “Yes...” slowly escaped her lips before I gently pushed my cock inside, inch by inch. She shoved her face into the pillow, moaning over and over until my balls pressed against her pussy. She took a deep breath, bit the pillow, and let out another moan.

She was so tight around me, and the sounds she was making made me throb. I felt her expand and wrap around me. So tight. I picked up the pace and whispered in her ear, “I love you, Bianca. I love all of you. This is mine, amore mio.”

As I leaned over her delivering deep, steady thrusts, I reached around and slid two fingers in her pussy, massaging her G spot while my lips worked their way down her back with soft kisses. A shudder ran through her body. It was too much for her to take, and when she came, she camehard. Every muscle clenched, relaxed, clenched again, and trembled. It sent me into overdrive, making me pump harder and faster until finally, I erupted inside her, letting out a deep, low grunting moan. She was so tight, it felt like she was squeezing every drop out of me. We struggled to catch our breath as we collapsed down to the mattress together, our bodies slicked with sweat.

I pulled out of her and leaned down to kiss her. “Fuck, Bianca. Are you ok?”

Turning back to look at me from the corners of her eyes, she smiled big and nodded. “I’m exhausted, but you felt sooo good. I needed you so bad... I neededus.”

“I needed us too, Bianca.” I felt so connected and close to her again. We looked at the lube together, laughed and said, “Let’s get cleaned up.”

After we finished, we went to the shower. Somehow, she got me hard again. I would never tell her no. I needed her. We were going to be ok. We could get through anything, and we would. We had to.

Chapter 16

Catarina

Dear Diary,

The way Vinny claimed me and fucked me was a dream. The way I straddled him, and the way he held me, was all I needed that night. Everyone’s interrogations made me so angry. I needed that release and to just yell out his name with abandon. I’m getting hot all over again reliving that night in my head. I need more time. I need more time with him. – Cat

It was time to get the kids up and going for school. The alarm on coffee pot went off in the kitchen while I made my way upstairs to wake them. I hadn’t seen or talked to Vinny in what felt like forever and I wasn’t sure what I expected, but I knew things would be weird. I just wanted to pretend like none of it existed but at the same time, I needed to get close to him again. Packing the kids’ lunches while they got dressed kept me occupied while I thought of way to interact with him. The house was quiet, and I wondered if Vinny and Bianca had already left.

When I finished the lunches, I went back upstairs to get the kids and ran into Vinny as he was coming down. “Vinny! Hi!”

“Good morning, Catarina. Can you please make sure the kids get to their appointments today. Bianca left already and I’m going to the restaurant. I’m interviewing a new waitress. Bianca scheduled doctor appointments for the kids and made sure your name was added to the list of approved caregivers for information.”

He was so monotone. There was no feeling in his voice, all business. I knew this wouldn’t be easy to get back in his good graces. “Yes, of course. I’ll make sure to get them where they need to go. No problem. That’s exciting about the interview for a new waitress, huh?”

Vinny nodded, “It is. The restaurant has been busy, and we could use the extra person. Based on her resume, I’m hopeful we won’t need to look further.”

“That’s great!”Calm down, Catarina. “I mean, good luck. I hope it all works out… I’m going to get the kids ready. It was good to see you. Feels like it’s been forever.”I shouldn’t have said that.

“Yeah... I’ve just been really busy. Thanks again. We’ll see ya later.” He left without even looking at me.

*

I wanted to make dinner for the family and remind Vinny how it used to be, before things got awkward. While the kids were at school I went to the store and bought everything to make lasagna, garlic bread, and a salad. They would see how much they needed me. They couldn’t get rid of me. I would make sure the kids’ homework was all finished, they were bathed, and ready for dinner before Vinny and Bianca even got home.

When five p.m. rolled around, the kids were in their rooms playing, already bathed and homework already finished. For their ages they didn’t have a lot of homework, so it was really easy. Gianna colored an illustration for Vinny and Bianca that she wanted me to hang on the fridge. Taking a magnetic clip from the junk drawer, I hung it front and center on the freezer.

I hadn’t heard from Vinny or Bianca and at least one of them were usually home by that time. Finally, I got a text:

Bianca: Vin and I are going out to dinner. Can you please make sure the kids eat and get ready for bed? They can just lay there and watch movies if they’d like. We’ll come in and say goodnight, then tuck them in when we get home.

Me: I wish I would’ve known sooner; I made dinner for everyone.

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