“What do you want? Tell me, Jackson.” I reached down and unbuckled his jeans, slowly pushing his pants down. Then Ikneeled in front of him. He still hadn’t spoke, so I said, “Jackson, tell me what you want.”
“I…I want you to suck me.”
“That’s right. You want me to make you feel good?”
His head was back against the wall, “Please, Sebastian.”
Jackson was hard again and ready for me. I pulled his cock out of his pants and licked the precum that had leaked at the tip. “So good, baby. You taste so good.Ido this to you.” Then I took him in my mouth and listened to his moans while he thrusted his hips forward, his cock hitting the back of my throat. I tried to control my gag reflex and circled his cock with my tongue. I sucked deep, bringing my other hand up to cradle his balls, giving them a slight tug. “How’s that feel, Jackson? Getting your dick sucked for the first time, baby.”
“Fuck, so good. So good. Don’t stop.” I didn’t stop. I sucked him and stroked him with my hand at the same time. His hands were tight in my hair. I wanted and needed him just as much he wanted and needed me. “Fuck, fuck, fuck, Sebastian.”
I finally popped off his cock and stood up. “What do you want?”
“I want…” he paused.
“Say what you want, baby. It’s the only way it’ll happen.” I reached down and continued to stroke him as I nibbled at his lips.
“I want you to fuck me, Sebastian. I’m nervous but I want it.”
With a smile against his mouth, I said, “I need to fuck you. I want to fuck you. Come on…” I pulled us over to Jackson’s bed and we got undressed, climbing under the blankets. Our naked bodies pressed up against each other, our hard as fuck cocks pushed together, our hips thrusting against each other. “I’m going to pour lube every fucking where, baby. It’s going to hurt a little bit, but I swear it’ll feel good after a few minutes.”Our hands were everywhere like we didn’t know what to do with them, but I did. I wanted to touch him anywhere I could.
Jackson nodded and let me continue. Moving to his back, I placed myself between his legs. I poured lube on my hand, making sure to coat my fingertips. Running my fingers down his ass, I found his hole and could feel his body shaking beneath me. “There it is. This is mine, right?”
He nodded and said, “Yes, god, yes. Please…”
Circling the rim, I pushed a finger inside and watched as his eyes rolled back and his breath caught. “That’s it, Jackson. That’s just my finger. I can’t wait to fuck you with my cock.”
“It’s not going to fit. It can’t fit, Sebastian.” I kept pumping my finger and then I added another one. “Fuck,” he said.
Pushing his knees up so I could get closer to him, I said, “It’ll fit. You can take it.” I lined myself up with him. “I’m going to make this feel so good.” Slowly I stroked myself, then dragged my cock around the rim of his asshole. “Breathe, Jackson.” Then I slowly pushed it inside. “Oh, fuck, Jackson. You’re so tight.” Hissing, I slowly pushed in further as I watched Jackson squeeze his eyes shut and groan. Pushing in deeper, I finally stopped and stilled myself because I felt like I was on the verge of cumming.
“Sebastian, you feel good. It hurts, but…but it feels good. Please go…thrust…”
Letting out a deep breath, my cock was pulsing inside him. I started sliding in and out, watching myself disappear inside his ass. I would pull back and thrust in again, eliciting moans from him that made my balls tighten up. The visual of him clawing at the sheets as I buried myself inside him was enough to make me want to blow my load. Needing to slow down before I did, I leaned forward and kissed him. Then I reached down and started stroking his cock to hold off my orgasm. He was leaking precum on his stomach and I just wanted to lean down and lickit up. My head fell back as I held his knees with my hands trying to steady myself and my breathing.
The sounds of our skin slapping together was too much to take. “Grab your cock, baby, and stroke it. Show me how good I’m making this ass feel.” Jackson reached up and grabbed himself and stroked as he took all of me. “Look at me, Jackson, up here.” His eyes flitted from where we were connected to my face.
“I’m gonna…Oh god…cum… Sebastian…”
“Jackson, let’s cum together. Are you telling me you’re ready?”
“Yes…” He groaned again as I pumped hard in and out of him, we came together. We collapsed into each other. It was Jackson’s first time, and my first time realizing I was in love with him. It was more than just dating. I wanted to spend every moment with him. I wanted him in my house and in my bed every night. I didn’t want to scare him though.
“Sebastian,that…was amazing. Are you ok?” Jackson cleaned himself up and then laid his head on my chest.
Kissing the top his head, thinking about the realization that I loved him, I said, “Yeah, yeah, I’m ok. Are you? How do you feel?”
“Never better. That was insanely incredible. That’s what I’ve been missing this whole time?” Jackson said with a small laugh.
I laughed and squeezed him. Not wanting to move and break the spell, I said, “Let’s get some sleep. We can clean up in the morning. Goodnight, Jackson.”I love you.
“Night, Sebastian.”
Chapter 22
Jackson
Sebastian went home and I opted to stay at my apartment, giving us some breathing room. It had been a whirlwind few days and weeks, and I couldn’t believe where Sebastian and I were compared to where we were just a month or so prior. Sleeping with him was everything I imagined it would be and more. It scared the fuck out of me though.