Perched atop him, there was no risk of his weight suffocating me, and though my heart was racing, it was from arousal and excitement, not fear. I ran my hands down his beautiful body, slipping one between us. His eyes fluttered shut with the sexiest groan.
“And I can see you’re fine too,” I teased, adding more pressure.
“Silas, wait,” he said, hips jerking.
I groaned in frustration, lowering until I hovered over him, hands on either side of his head. “Stop overthinking this,” I said, dragging my lips along his jaw. I guided his hand to where I wanted him most, and we both moaned. “This is how good I’m feeling right now.”
Our eyes met, his pupils blown out, lips already swollen from our kisses. I smiled down at him and rocked against his hand.
“Can you feel how much I want you?” I asked.
He said, “Yes.”
“Do you want me?”
He said, “Yes.”
I nipped at his bottom lip. “Then show me.”
And Ben did.
He made quick work of my belt as I tried to open his slacks one-handed. But then his hand was on me, and my brain blanked out.
“Oh fuck.” My forehead met his shoulder, a full-body shudder wracking through me.
“You with me?” he panted in my ear, his voice rough.
I nodded.
“Who’s touching you, baby?”
Oh my God, was he seriously trying to make conversation, right now? I could barely think, let alone talk!
“You are,” I gasped out.
He chuckled darkly. “Who’s touching you?”
“F-fuck. You are, Ben.”
“That’s right. I’ve got you. You’re doing so good, baby.”
I buried my face in his neck as I moaned.
I lost track of time, surrendering to the pleasure of Ben’s touch. I could have been floating for a minute or a millennia. Ben was moaning in my ear, and I was babbling words that probably weren’t even words.
And then everything peaked and then crashed and I was boneless.
I blinked lazily, watching Ben’s Adam’s apple bob as he panted up at the ceiling. There was a mess between our bodies, but I didn’t even care. I never wanted to move again.
Warm fingers drew designs on my back, and I hummed in bliss.
“You still with me?” he asked, voice wrecked.
“Yeah,” I whispered, “I’m still with you. Just... braining is hard right now.”
His body shook beneath me, and I smiled into his neck as he turned his head and pressed a kiss to my sweaty forehead.
“That went well,” he said a while later after we’d used my undershirt to haphazardly clean up.