Page 61 of Brandishing Beginnings

“First category: bondage and suspension. Blindfolds: everyone said yes,” Jason said.

Marcos marked off on the blank paper.

“Does that mean you like them on yourselves or on me?” I asked.

“For most of these, we chose for you, but there’s some we went both ways on. You’ll see,” Marcos said.

“Bondage heavy and bondage light,” Jason continued. “Maya said yes to light and maybe for heavy. That’s valid. We’d work you up to anything heavier. See where your comfort levels are.” He gave me a soft smile.

I grinned in return, feeling my heart skip a beat. This was going easier than I expected. I really didn’t have to talk much; he was just reading off our answers.

“To make this go a little faster, we’ll do your answers unless I know it’s something one of us has an issue with, OK?” Jason asked.

I nodded.

“Bondage multi-day, maybe. Bondage public under clothing, willing to try. Leather restraints yes, chains maybe, ropes maybe. I’m assuming you put maybe for things you’re willing to try?” Jason asked.

I nodded. “Yes. Most of that I won’t know until I try them.”

“Good girl,” Nico murmured in my ear.

“Lots of maybes for immobilization, arm and leg sleeves, harnesses of all material types: chains, ropes, leather. Cuffs of leather were maybe, but metal handcuffs, manacles, and irons were listed as ‘unsure’, do those worry you more than the others?” Jason looked up from the paper to meet my gaze.

I nodded slowly.

“Something else we can work up to? Is because it’s harder to get out of? Or the symbolism?”

“Both maybe? I just kept thinking of handcuffs or like manacles as being a kidnapping type of situation and it brought things to a different level.”

“Something else we work towards, maybe?” Marcos asked.

I nodded and smiled. “I’m open to that.”

“Alright,” Jason said, before going back to the check lists. “Gags of all kinds, cloth rubber, tape, phallic, ring ball, mouth bits were all maybe with a smiley face.” He chuckled. The phallic one has a little heart.”

“Let me see that.” Nico leaned forward to see her papers and laughed heartily. “Wanna gag on my cock, Little Dreamer?”

“Sure, or a replica.” I laughed.

“Full head hoods are listed as tentative no. Mumification/saran wrapping was a maybe along with strait jackets and all forms of suspension. What about the full hood has you saying no?” Jason asked.

“I think it’s too many senses taken away at once. If I get too hot, I get claustrophobic almost immediately and my anxiety skyrockets.”

Jason nodded slowly, while Marcos looked concerned. “Do you usually have issues with claustrophobia?” Marcos asked.

“Not really, but being too hot is sometimes a trigger. It can set off my anxiety more than anything,” I admitted.

“OK. That’s good to know,” Jason said. “Next section is impact play and percussion. Spanking and flogging are yes.” Jason smirked. “Canning is a tentative no, which is valid. Belts and leather straps and riding crops, all tentative maybes. Wooden paddles, hairbrushes, all tentative maybes. I like where this is going, darlin’.” Jason shot me a wicked grin.

Nico laughed. “Our girl does love a good spanking.”

“Hair pulling yes, face slapping no—”

“Good,” Marcos said.

My eyes shot to his as he ran his hand over his buzzed head. “I don’t like the idea of slapping your face baby. It feels too much like abuse to me.”

I smiled and held my hand out to him. He reached across Jason and laced our fingers together. He kissed my knuckles before he dropped our hands so Jason could continue.

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