Page 81 of Under the Bed

I mean to use my harsh voice. I try to sound like I have a goddamn clue about my life.

I fail.

The lie that I’m mad about him is out there, in the air between us. I heard it. He sure did.

Kaleb tsks behind the mask. His cock throbs for me. Jerks against my lips as more precum trickles on my tongue.

My entire body pulsates for him. Electricity flows through me. They change me into this person I don’t recognize. I no longer care about getting caught. I don’t care about anything other than this elusive orgasm that’s driving me insane.

And pleasuring him. God, it’ll be so hot if I could make him come.

He won’t let me.

“What did you do to me?” Frustration spills out in the form of tears. I can’t focus on anything other than that. “I need to come, Kaleb. Why does it hurt? Why did you leave me like this?”

“I drugged you. I touched you.” His cock is still resting on my mouth, his voice a sharp whip. “You’re drenching the sheets like the horny slut that you are because of me.”

“Why?” Truthfully, I don’t care why. I care about him. I care about this orgasm that won’t come. Fuck, it’s messing with my head.

“First, I thought it was about getting even. I needed to get under your skin. You’ve burrowed yourself deep under mine. It was only fair.” No, it isn’t fair. Nothing about this is when he’s calm while I rub my thighs together mindlessly. “But in light of new information, my goals have changed. This, what I’m doing, is giving you what you need. And that’s me. So no more of thatI don’t want youBS. I know for a fact that it’s a lie. You’re going to listen to me. You’re going to get what I’m telling you through your head. The hard way. Then I’ll fuck your virgin pussy. You asked why? This is it. You. It’s for you.”

“Stop it.”Please, more. Please, I’m sick and you’re my cure.“Stop it.”

“This”—the last tug on my hair has me swallowing a scream—“is how it’s going to go. The world as you know it ceases to exist today. The rest of the people? They’re nothing to you. To us. Fucking shadows. There’s only me. No one else. Fuck Marina for trying to rip us apart. Fuck your dad for poisoning your head.”

I figured he overheard Marina. But—“How did you find out about my dad?”

“You’ve been asleep for a while.” He has one hand on the base of his cock. The other is no longer on my hair. He uses itto tug my bottom lip down. Bending me to his will. “Let’s just say I made myself at home.”

My letters. He read them. All those words I wished to tell him but never could. All those feelings.

Humiliation floods me. Kaleb’s invading in every possible way.

My body. My heart. My privacy.

A feral, unhinged bulldozer.

The one person who’s ever truly cared about me.

However, what he’s doing is wrong. He can’t expect me to lie here and take it.

“You’re hoping for an explanation. Maybe wishing to benormal.” The thick head of his cock pushes past my lips. Just the head, and Kaleb grunts. Even without seeing his face, I can tell it’s costing him to hold back. “There’s nonormalfor either of us. No explaining what we have. No stopping this, either.Weare happening, little sister. Sick and fucked-up and real. Do you hear me?”

I’m baring my teeth again, ready to bite. He shakes his head. So slow and terrifying. A turn-on that has my sore nipples peaking.

“Good girl.” Heat rushes down my body at his praise. At the fact that I’m one of the rare people he chooses to talk to. This beautiful monster keeps choosing me. “However, as good as you are, you haven’t learned anything yet. I’m going to teach you, Shiloh. Going to hurt you.”

My lips part wider. A scream rises in my throat.

And Kaleb shoves his thick cock inside my mouth, shutting me up.

“No screaming unless I tell you to.” He moves his hand to my jaw, squeezing it. Tilting my head to the side so he can go deeper.

I thrash against my binds, whipping my body in his direction so I can kick him. He’s unmovable—standing there, strong and unrelenting.

Mine.

I stop trying to kick him. Can’t bring myself to hate how he fills my mouth. The weight of him on my tongue.

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