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“Oh, honey, I am pretty sure he has a side piece, because you do not look like you can handle this fine piece of arse.” Jay went to speak, but I put my hand on his chest and smiled sweetly at him. He leaned in and kissed the tip ofmynose.

“Listen,honey. I can handle my man, and I handle him very bloody well.” After that, I pulled Jay away. I didn’t need to justify our relationship to anyone. Some women should learn respect for themselves, and for other women’s men. When we got back to our cabin, Jay went into maximum overdrive in the bed. He devoured me. He told me that he loves his ‘dirty nerdy’, but he loves his ‘feisty kitty’evenmore.

Looks like I need to get new knickers, with a newslogan.

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It’s beena week since Valentine's Day, and a week since I got to feel my kitten from the inside. To feel her softness and warmth wrapped around me. To feel her wetness drip all over me, time and time again. We made love so many times over the weekend, the cruise ship being the perfect setting for our first time together. It was amazing, and I am glad that we waited. The friendship that me and Cass have built is what will make us last well into ouroldage.

We are planning on going to a house party of a mate of ours later tonight, and we’re going to have a fucking blast. Castle Ink is closed tomorrow, because all of us are going. We decided we all needed to blow off some steam. And since Dex and Addy didn’t drink over Christmas, they need this as much as the next person. Luke’s parents are watching Phoebe. Pam and Gary are a fucking riot. They want lots of grandkids, and they keep bugging Luke and his youngest sister about giving them grandchildren. Between his older sisters, he has two nieces and two nephews. Pam and Gary treat all the kids as their own, even though they aren’tblood.

I pull on my faded blue jeans with holes in both knees, and my white t-shirt, before sitting on the bed to put on my socks and white trainers. Once I am fully dressed, I put my watch on my wrist and pick up my iPhone and wallet. I walk downstairs and pick up my car keys. I’m driving over to Cassie’s, and then we’re getting a taxi over to Brian’s house. He is a regular bloke at Castle Ink, all three of us have tattooed him, and Addy has pierced his girlfriend, I believe. I lock up my house and jump in my car and start her up. I love that it doesn’t take long for me to get tomygirl.

I pull up outside her house and my tongue is already on the pavement. Holy fucking shit. I am going to get into a few scraps tonight with men eye-fucking her. She’s standing on the doorstep wearing a dress. I scan her from the ground up. She’s wearing black knee-high boots, with painted on black leggings. Her faded grey t-shirt is short, showing a little bit of skin, and it is molded to her perfect, round tits, begging to be played with, and believe me, I have played a lot with those babies. Her leather jacket gives her look a bad-arse effect. She has added a wave to her hair, just the way I like it. Her makeup is a little darker than normal, almost like a smoky-eyedeffect.

I push down on my dick in my jeans and walk towards her as the taxi pulls up behind my car. I step up to Cassie and pull her to me, before I whisper inherear.

“You are fucking lucky that car just pulled up. I was going to take you back inside and fuck you senseless. Party be fuckingdamned.”

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The party isin full swing by the time we get there. Music blasts from every speaker in the house. Brian and his girlfriend, Louise, throw these parties every few months, they get a little crazy. I hook my arm around Cassie’s shoulders and hold her to me while we walk through the shit-ton of people dancing and drinking in the house. A few people are already half naked and having their own private party in the corner of the room. Another friend of ours is having a blowjob while sitting in the recliner, playing on the Playstation. Now that gives me some ideas of my own, but they involvemygirl. We walk into the large open kitchen and see our crew all mulling around, laughing and drinking. Well, except Penny, who is lookingworried.

We join them and I ask Penny how she is. “You okay, Miss-Money-Penny? You look a little green there. Did you plant another sprog in her, Li?” I ask Liam. Liam looks down at Penny under his arm and frowns at her. A silent conversation passes between the two, but I have no clue what they are thinking. I turn my head when I hear my brother callmyname.

“Jay. Here, bro.” Dex hands me a bottle of beer. “Cass, what can I get you?” Dexasksher.

“I’ll have the same as Jay, please,” Cassie answers. She isn’t much of a wine drinker. Beer and shots are her thing. See, she is the perfect girl for me. We all stand around talking about anything and everything. The studio, the kids, even Cassie’s dog grooming business. The hairs on the back of my neck rise, sending a shiver through my body. I get the feeling that someone is watching me. Keeping my arm around my girl, I turn my head, taking in the room to see if someone has eyes on me. I can’t see anyone, but when I turn back to the group, I make eye contact with Penny, and she offers me a simple smile. But I also see sympathy cross her face, before she leans up and whispers something to Liam. He smiles down at her before leaning down and taking her mouth in a slow kiss. I have to turn away from the private moment between my twofriends.

“Baby, come dance with me,” I say to Cassie. She nods her head and puts her drink down next to Addy, who is slowly grinding on my brother. God, I see them having a new little Castle soon, if they keep this up. I place Cassie in front of me and lay my hands on her hips, directing her to where everyone is dancing. I keep her in front of me and pull her close, and we dance to the songs that are being played. She is grinding her perfect arse over my dick, making him hard and wanting her. Our song comes on and her body stills, before turning to face me. The smile that covers her face makes me believe that we will have forever, because we had in fact, stitched each other back together. Shawn Mendes’s ‘Stitches’ plays through the room, the words clingingtous.

Cassie’s arms wrap around my neck, while mine are around her waist, chaining her to me. Our gazes lock in a love and lust-filled connection. Nothing will break us, that is simple. We sway to the rest of the song until an upbeat one starts to play. A sexy smile crosses my kitten’s face and she turns in my arms and starts grinding on me again. I lift my head and see that Dex and Addy are dancing in front of us. There is very little room between Cassie and Addy, these two beautiful women dancing for us Castle boys. What more could we ask for? The same feeling washes over me again: I am sure some fucker is watching me, I know it. My gut is always right, and it is rightthistime.

Rachel stands across the room, watching me and my girl dance. My body freezes at seeing her. What the fuck is she doing here? Cassie senses my mood shift and turns to look at me. I can’t take my eyes off the one woman I thought would own my heart. Instead, she ripped it out and not only stamped all over it, but she incinerated it. Causing trouble among our group of friends. I will never forgive her for that.Never.

“Babe, what’s wrong?” Cassie touches my face, but I barely feel it. Anger and hurt laces through me at seeingher. Then I remember Penny’s face. I spin my head around and see her leaning against Liam, who moves slightly in front of her, in a protective stance. They fucking knew. I shake my head at them and walk out of the room, leaving everyone behind me. I feel hot, and cold at the same time. My anger is boiling over, rage is racing through my blood. How fucking dare shecomehere.

“Jay.” I hear someone calling my name, but I don’t stop. I step outside and lean against the fence, taking a few deep breaths, and try to calm myself down. “Jay, canwetalk?”

“Jay?” This time it is Cassie’s voice I hear. I turn my head to see her standing there looking hurt andconfused.

“What the hell are you doing here?” Addy yells as she joins usoutside.

“I came home early. I really need to talk to Jay. So, you can at least leave and give us someprivacy.”

“You guys can go,” I state, not turning around to face them. I don’t want to see their faces, to see the judgement in their eyes. Fuck, I feel like I am being pulled in all directions by just seeing her here. I truly thought I was over her, but obviously my heart didn’t get the memo. But I love Cassie, her love overrules everything. I know Rachel hurt me. But can someone just turn off their feelings forsomeone?

“Jay.” My kitten’s voice floats throughtheair.

“You can leave us, too. Jay and I have a lot to talk about. You can move onto the next bloke for the night, because I am back now, and Jay will be with me.” My whole body tenses at Rachel’s words, but for some reason, my own words don’t form. My thoughts are like a bunch of snooker balls rattling around a snooker table. So, I do the bloke thing, and I saynothing.

“Jay…” Cassie’s voice cracks as she says my name. I say nothing. Seconds, minutes pass, who fucking knows really, and yet I stay quiet. I need to clearmyhead.

I hear a sniff and spin around to face the two women in front of me. One that I thought owned my heart, and the one that does, but my head and heart are at loggerheads. I know how I feel, but I am a typical bloke and can't seem to find the right thingstosay.

God, I am such awanker.

“Wow. Nice, Jay. I asked you for one thing, and you couldn’t even do that. Okay, I get it. Well, fuck you very much, Jay Castle, for ripping me into a million fucking pieces. I really convinced myself that you were different. I thought you would be my superhero. I guess I was wrong when took a chance on the one guy I thought wouldstitchme back together. Don’t ever contact me again.” Cassie looks between Rachel and me and a rueful smile covers her face. Tears are running freely down her cheeks, and my heart crushes behind my ribs. The hurt on her face is killing me to see. I put that look there, Ihurther.

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