“No,” I admit quietly. “Sebastian and I...we...” I exhale heavily. “I don’t know what we are. I mean were.”
His brows draw down, and there’s a flicker of concern in his eyes.
“It’s over between us,” I add quickly.
“The way he was looking at you the other day would say otherwise.”
I can’t help but feel a hint of guilt as I acknowledge Anthony’s observation. “It’s...he’s complicated,” I admit, my voice trailing off.
He grunts. “Complicatedis an understatement. But considering his history. I understand the walls he puts up.”
“You mean with his brother? I saw that the ward was dedicated to him, but I don’t even know how he died. Every time I bring it up, Sebastian shuts down.”
His gaze locks onto mine, and it’s as if he’s trying to read something in my expression. “What do you know about Sebastian’s...history?“ he asks, his tone serious, like he’s probing me for information he already knows.
I sigh, frustration bubbling up. “That’s the problem; he won’t open up. He barely tells me anything about his past. And then, all but disappears for three weeks without a good explanation. Of course, I’m going to think he doesn’t want to see me, or he’s playing games—”
“Bella.” Anthony puts up a hand to stop me. He shakes his head and rubs the back of his neck, his features a mix of concern and exasperation. “What a fucking mess. And I just put myself right in the middle of it.”
“Sorry. I really did want to try to get to know you. But...”
He reaches across the table and grabs my hand, squeezing it. “I understand.” His pager goes off, breaking the moment. He checks it with a hint of frustration. “Sorry. This is terrible timing, but I have to get back to the hospital.”
As Anthony leaves and I’m left alone at the coffee shop, my thoughts swirl with conflicting emotions. I feel like an idiot, going on a date with one guy, only to talk about someone else.
But he’s right, Sebastian and my relationship isa fucking mess. And maybe I need to hear him out. Find some closure.
As my fingers hover over the screen, debating on responding to him, a new message from Jess pops up.
Jess: You have to come out with me tonight. I won’t take no for an answer this time.
I hesitate, torn between the craving for closure and the prospect of a night filled with tequila shots and the potential for regrettable decisions.
Reader’s Choice:
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PartFive
Embrace of Desire
Sex is like a secret language only two lovers understand, where words give way to whispers, and every touch writes poetry on their skin.
Chapter28
Damien
A MOVIE, PIZZA, AND DESSERT!
The night air is crisp as we stand outside my front door, the glow from the porch light casting playful shadows on Damien's rugged features.
“Are you coming in?” I ask, my voice soft but filled with anticipation.
He grins, "I'd love to." His thumb traces my jaw, and he leans closer, gaze searching mine. “Any chance to spend more time with you, I’ll jump at.”