The name alone made my breath catch. I hadn’t been there since Addison strolled in and changed my entire life.
 
 “Can we do a raincheck? I have somewhere to be.”
 
 Brody looked disappointed. “Tomorrow night?” he suggested.
 
 “Tomorrow it is.”
 
 I watched Brody walk down the hallway to his office before I stopped at Margaret’s desk.
 
 “May I help you, Mr. Jacobs?”
 
 “I was hoping you could find the address for one of our associates.”
 
 “Which one?” she asked, placing her pale pink-painted fingertips on the keyboard.
 
 “Addison Heartly.”
 
 A few clicks of the keyboard sounded.
 
 “Ah, yes. The Leading to Learn office. I can write the address down for you.”
 
 She reached for a post-it.
 
 “Um, no. Actually, I was in need of her home address.”
 
 Margaret looked at me curiously before looking back at her computer screen. She scrolled the screen and then back up.
 
 “I’m sorry. I don’t have her personal information on file.”
 
 “Well, can you find it?” I asked, drumming my fingers on the desktop.
 
 “I could try…” she replied.
 
 “Thank you. I’ll be in my office.”
 
 I walked down the hallway and into my office. I sat in my chair and refreshed my inbox again. There was still nothing from Addison. I scrolled through all of my sent emails to her and suddenly felt embarrassed. There were thirteen total. All sitting and staring at me as reminders of how badly I had screwed this up.
 
 I sighed and looked out the window. I felt desperate and out of control. Two feelings I despised.
 
 A knock sounded at my door.
 
 “Come in,” I said eagerly.
 
 Margaret stepped inside holding a bright yellow post-it. I felt hopeful for the first time in a long time.
 
 “I have that address for you, Mr. Jacobs,” she said.
 
 She held out the sticky piece of paper proudly. I took it from her and read the words silently. I guessed I was heading to Brooklyn.
 
 “Thank you, Margaret. I’ll be heading out now. Please hold my calls.”
 
 “Of course, sir,” she said before slipping out the door.
 
 I grabbed my jacket, sliding it on over my shoulders before heading out the door. Downstairs at the curb, Armand waited. I wondered if he ever did anything else besides wait on me.
 
 “Where to, Mr. Jacobs?” he asked as he opened the back door.
 
 “Brooklyn,” I replied, sliding into the car.