Page 48 of Until I Break

“You’ve been working since eight this morning. Go home,” she laughs. I groan and go up to the computer to cash out. It’s so fucking dead tonight; I knew this would happen. Gwen is a great manager and the only one I can confide in about my shitty situation. One day, I know she will tell my brother. God help Trey when that happens.

Once I have my tips, I get my bag and walk outside to wait for Trey to get here in my car. Why in the fuck I let that happen? I don’t know.

Arms wrap around me, and I scream when I am picked up and squeezed in a hug. When I am dropped, I spin around and hit him in the chest. “You asshole! You scared me,” I bark at my brother. He giggles and hugs me again. Oscar squeezes me before kissing the top of my head.

“You love me,” he says.

“I do. What’s up?” I ask. I squeal when someone suddenly tickles me, but when I turn, I am immediately squeezed into a sandwich hug between Gunner and Collin, my older brother’s sexy best friends. They’re twins, but they’re not identical. I’ve also had a massive crush on them since I was twelve and they were fourteen, but I will always be their friend’s little sister. Oscar is highly protective of me and would be happy if I never dated, so you can imagine his disdain for Trey.

“I can’t breathe!” I laugh.

“You are avoiding us, Cassie,” Gunner says sweetly.

“No, I’m not,” I say with a frown. “I’ve been working.”

“And now you aren’t. Come to dinner,” Collin says. “Our treat.”

I look around and see Trey watching me from my car. He hates my brother and his friends. I have avoided them just to avoid the fight with Trey. He is so fucking insecure that he thinks if a man, any man, talks to me, Imustbe fucking him. I don’t want to fight with him, but I know tonight we will. We always do when these three are involved.

“Hey. Don’t look at him. Look at me,” Collin says, turning my face to look at him. The way he looks at me… he knows I’m scared right now. I’m so afraid he will escalate, but I don’t know how to get rid of him. I’ve told Trey time and time again to get the fuck out, but he doesn’t. I’ve never been the confrontational type of person, but I also don’t want these three to go to jail for killing him. “Dinner with us. We can take you home.”

“I can’t,” I whisper, my bottom lip trembling.

“I’m not asking, Pebbles. I’m telling you that you are having dinner with us. Go tell him,” Oscar says.

“He will want to come,” I say, looking at my brother.

“He’s not invited,” Oscar says. “Come on. We will walk with you.”

I let Oscar, Gunner, and Collin drag me toward my car. Trey steps out and plasters on a fake smile. “Hey, fellas,” Trey says.

“Hey, man. I’m stealing Cassidy for dinner and some family time,” Oscar says simply. “Sorry you drove all the way out here in her car, but we will get her home after.”

“Was there a question in there somewhere?” Trey asks.

“Nope. Just a statement. I don’t need permission to see my sister, and she doesn’t need yours to have a life,” Oscar says. Trey looks at me, and he might seem calm, but he isn’t. He’s angry, and shit is going to get ugly when I get home.

“Well, give me a hug, babe,” Trey says with a smile. I hesitantly step over to him so he can wrap me in a hug. “You’ll regret this,” he whispers in my ear.

“I won’t be late,” I say, trying to sound normal.

“Have fun,” Trey says, kissing me. “Love you.”

“Love you too,” I whisper, ashamed of my lie. I don’t love him, but I’m scared of what will happen if he doesn’t get his way. The last thing I want is for my brother to get in trouble. He has nearly avoided murder charges on multiplication for me. I don’t want to be the reason he goes to prison. I almost lost him when he killed Dad, and I’ll be damned if I let him do that again.

Oscar wraps his arm around my shoulders when I step away from Trey and leads me to his truck. He puts me in his front seat as Collin and Gunner get into the back, and he walks around to the driver’s side door. I stare over at Trey and mouth “I’m sorry,” as if it will help.

When we start to drive away, the silence in the truck is deafening. The only thing I can hear is the rumble of the engine, but I can feel them looking at me. “So, how’s work?” I ask, trying to ease the tension.

“It’s okay,” Oscar says simply. “We are going to hit up a drive-thru and go find somewhere to sit to talk. Do you have any preferences?”

“No,” I whimper as a tear slides down my cheek. He pats my leg, and the truck falls silent until he stops to order us burgers.

“Thanks,” Oscar says, taking the bag of food from the woman and handing it to me. There’s nothing better in this world than trash burgers when you are sad. Oscar always tells me that shitty food comforts shitty feelings. which I guess is why I am as fat asTrey makes me out to be. I am five foot four, and I weigh 220 pounds. My life has been shit since the day that my mom died, and I ate my feelings. Some things never change.

We find a secluded park, and Oscar rolls all the windows down before shutting his truck off. He takes the bag from me and hands out the food while we are still silent. Every part of me wants to reject eating and just sit here, but… shitty food comforts shitty feelings. I can’t eat like this at home, so I might as well enjoy it now.

When I put my trash in the bag, Oscar turns to me. “What’s going on, Cass?” Oscar asks gently.

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