“Are you lying?” he asks, watching me carefully.
There’s a sudden tension in the air, and it’s on the tip of my tongue to spill my guts because the guilt is weighing on me, making me sick. But I don’t want to hurt him, and I don’t want this to go away. I’m being selfish, so I answer, “No.”
“Then that’s all that matters.” He gets up, pushing the car closer to the center of the table. “You want to take Biscuit for a walk?” he asks.
“That sounds like a great idea.”
Just what I need to get my mind off of how much of an asshole I am.
Chapter Thirty-Four
Tobias
During the walk, I feel Theo’s eyes on me. We take turns with Biscuit’s leash, who is still learning not to pull. She’s a strong little thing, though I guess she isn’t all that little at about eighty pounds. When I was walking her, Theo’s eyes would dip to my arms, since I went without my jacket. He wasn’t trying to hide it, and I swear when I was ahead of him, he was staring at my ass, too.
The tension built and built, to the point that I walked the whole mile back with my dick hard as a rock. Which is why as soon as he unlocks the door and steps inside, I quickly unclip Biscuit’s leash and go for Theo’s mouth.
He gasps as our lips connect, and his back hits the wall with a thud. I grip his waist, pressing my body against his as he melts into me, our cold bodies warming up quickly. Theo digs his nails into my biceps as he kisses me back, his mouth hot and needy.
“Do you want me to fuck you now?” I ask.
“Mhmm,” he whimpers, nodding his head.
I kiss his jaw, then lick and nip at his throat. Turning his head to give me more room, I suck on his soft skin, right over his thrumming vein. He groans, his dick hard against my thigh.
“You want me to show you what it feels like to be stuffed full of cock, Theo?”
“Fuck,” he cries out. “Yes. Please.Yes.”
I move my mouth back to his lips, sliding my hand along his erection through his pants. He thrusts against me desperately, but I pull back, panting almost as hard as he is. We stare at each other, eyes wide, mouths parted. I tilt my head toward the bedroom, and he hurries that way.
Biscuit is in her bed, already snoozing. That walk tired her out.
When I get to the bedroom, I close the door behind me and Theo turns to face me, chest heaving.
“I’m… scared,” he admits quietly.
“That it’ll hurt?” I ask, taking a few steps toward him.
He shakes his head. “That I’ll like it too much.”
Fuck… this man.
I cup his cheek, leaning in to kiss him.
“I’m here,” I say against his lips.
I’m not entirely sure what I mean by that or how he’s going to take it, but it seems like the right thing to say. He nods, his hands coming around my waist, slipping under my shirt and running his fingers along my lower back. I don’t move fora moment, allowing him to explore my body how he wants. When he drops them, I lean in to kiss him again.
“I should warn you, though,” I say, stepping out of his grip and lifting my shirt over my head to drop on the floor. Theo’s gaze is on my abs. After a moment, he meets my eyes. “I will not stop after you come once.”
His eyes go wide, his dick twitching so hard I can see it.
I drop to my knees in front of him, tugging down his sweatpants enough to free his dick and then I take him into my mouth. His fingers dig roughly through my hair, scratching at my scalp, the nape of my neck, my shoulders.
“Tobias,” he groans. “Fuck, that feels so good.”
Shoving his pants down more, I release him from my mouth and help him out of them, then get to my feet and take his shirt off.