Page 24 of Of Flesh & Bone

"I'm not sure this is a good idea."

"What's not a good idea?"

"I mean, I don't think we should have sex."

"We are going to fuck.We just aren't going to do it tonight."

"You said we're going to take a shower together."

He leans back, looking into my eyes.

"You're a virgin, aren't you, Eve?"

I nod.I'm not embarrassed by this.I'm only eighteen.I don't think it's weird or uncool that I haven't had sex yet.If anything, I think it's a sign of maturity that I didn't rush to get rid of my virginity or fall for the ridiculous pickup lines that guys my age use on girls to get them into bed.

"Has anyone ever touched you here?"He reaches down and cups me between the legs.

"No."I breathe out.

He closes his eyes and takes in a deep breath before letting it out and kissing me again.There's no tongue in this kiss.He keeps his mouth pressed firmly over mine while he continues to grip between my thighs over my jeans with a much firmer hold than before.

"Good.That's good.That means that we have some other firsts to get to before I fuck this sweet virgin pussy.First, I'll fuck you with my fingers.I'll play with your untouched clit.I'll put my fingers inside of you until you cry out my name.Then, I'll fuck you with my mouth.I'll lick your clit until tears run down your face and you can't take anymore.Then, I'll stick my tongue inside your pussy and fuck you until you forget where you are."

"Finally, I'll teach you how to get on your knees and take my cock like the good girl I know you can be.You'll suck me off until you're a pro and then I'll fuck your face until you choke on my cock."

My legs are trembling at his words.His explanation sounds brutal and some parts of it may even be painful.For whatever reason, I feel drunk gnats with broken wings swirling around in my stomach and electricity between my legs like I can't wait for him to do all of those things, and I may beg him to start now.

"Only then will I fuck you and claim that virgin pussy for myself.Do you understand?"

When I get into contact with my temporal lobe, the part of my brain that houses all the speech, I stutter out, "I...umm...we just met.I don't....I don't really know where all of this is going, and I don't want to-"

He cuts me off, placing his palm over my mouth.

"You expect me to believe that you don't know where this is going?That you haven't felt it this entire time?"

"Well, there have been a couple of points where I thought maybe we'd end up with joint protective orders, but then you spent all that time playing uno with Gus and now I don't know what's happening."

He blesses me with a huge smile that makes him more beautiful than any human has the right to be, and he chuckles before saying, "You have had your last first kiss, Eve.Soon, you will have all of your last first sexual experiences.Your world will begin and end with me, Wildcat.I'm it for you.You are it for me.Saying otherwise will only serve to piss me off and make your life much more difficult than it has to be."

"We met yesterday."I try to reason with him and also with myself because, he is right.I have felt something since that first time I saw him.I haven't wanted to dig too deeply into the feelings because I knew they couldn't be reciprocated, but...they are.

"Mmmm."He's still holding me when he speaks softly and directly into my ear."You are mine, Eve.You've always been mine.You will always be mine.We just happened to discover it yesterday."

I pull back to look into his eyes.I need to know that this is real.How is this real?We met yesterday?!I don't know his last name.Oh.My.Sanity.I almost had sex with this guy, and I don't know his last name.

"I think we need to slow things down.We don't know anything about each other."

"No."

"No?"

"No.We're not slowing anything down.I explained how this will go.Next request."

I blink twice and tug my lips into my mouth.How do I respond to this?Do I respond?

"What's your last name?"

His jaw tenses and his lips purse slightly before he schools his face back to a slight grin."Why do you need to know that?"

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