Tom laughed, looking confused.
‘Oh, do you have company?’ I whispered, suddenly fearful I had interrupted something for him.
‘I only left you twenty minutes ago. Even I can’t act that fast. Would you like to come in?’
I was hovering, not knowing what to do.
‘Come on! What’s up?’ He pushed me playfully into his hallway, easing the atmosphere. I walked in and smelt the familiar fresh scent.
‘I’m sorry I’m here. I just felt like I left you hanging before, and I didn’t get to say to you what I wanted to.’
Tom studied the floor. ‘What did you want to say?’
‘I wanted to say that as much as I really want to kiss you too, I’m scared that I’ll end up getting hurt again. Plus, I’m in a really good place with the clinic now, and you complicate things for me.’
Tom moved closer. ‘And what do you want to say now?’
‘I want to say …’ I glanced at my watch, then smiled. ‘It’s twelve-oh-five. I suppose I’m technically not your boss anymore.’
Tom’s face came even closer. I felt his breath hit off mine. My heart bounced in my chest as my clit winced with desire.
‘Does that mean it’s my turn to be in charge for a while?’ he asked.
My eyes lit up, craving him more than I ever had before.
‘Yes, boss,’ I replied.
He turned to the side and placed his wine glass on the table, then faced me and smirked. He moved his arms behind my back, and in one large scoop, I was lifted from the ground. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried me to his bedroom. The room was dark, with only the streetlights peering in from the window providing any light. He lowered me to my feet and gently pulled at my coat; it fell to the floor. His strong hands ran through my wet hair. I could feel the raindrops still running down my body.
‘I’ve wanted this for so long, Zara,’ he whispered. Then he leaned in and kissed me.
His lips were soft, and his tongue felt passionate and sensual. I’d missed him.
His hands rubbed my shoulders and then lightly tickled down to my tits. My eyes were closed tightly, relishing this fantasy. I had forgotten how good it felt to be touched by him. He was taking his time with me, taking in every part of me. I leaned into him, requiring more kissing, and as he obliged, he guided me over to the bed. He turned me over, and I felt a shiver from behind as he unzipped my dress. I peered back at him. His eyes seemed darker.
‘Are you sure?’ he asked, unbuttoning his shirt.
I’d never felt more sure of anything in my life. I wriggled out of my dress, having unclipped my bra and was utterly commando. Normally I’d never have the confidence to stand there and be observed by a man, but I felt utterly amazing, exhilarated and beautiful. Maybe it was because of the body positivity campaign that I was promoting, or maybe it was just how Tom made me feel. Completely desired.
‘I’m sure.’
With that, he sprang towards me, pushing me on top of the bed. He was licking down my front, sucking and biting my nipples. I could feel my toes curl with pleasure. As his hands wandered lower, my mind went numb with adrenaline. He caressed his way down between my legs, slow and teasing. In the low light, his toned body looked flawless. I felt like I was in a dream. I began to quiver with anticipation as Tom wrapped his strong arms tightly around my thighs. He held my gaze for a long moment, and then he spat directly onto my clit. I panted in shock. He slipped his fingers inside me, pushing in and out and tonguing my clit as pleasure hit in waves, overwhelming me. My back arched and my entire body contracted as I came, but his fingers remained firmly inside me, accelerating the pace until I came again and then again. I was in a euphoric cloud. He was reading my mind. I’d never felt this connected to him or to anyone.
By the end of the third orgasm, I was dizzy and completely breathless. I couldn’t form a single thought except how amazing it felt to be with him. Suddenly I felt an almighty push as he thrust his cock inside me.Wow.He leaned over me, slapping in and out and shoving the fingers he’d just taken from inside me into my mouth. It felt filthy and insane.
‘Turn over,’ he commanded, and as I got on all fours, he ran his tongue right up my arse crack. ‘I want every part of you.’
‘Yes!’ I panted back.
We had sex for hours. It was like we couldn’t get enough of each other. I didn’t know whether we were making up for all the time we’d spent apart, or if it was because we knew, deep down, this would never work. But I had never felt so desired, so sexy and so passionate. Finally, the barriers that I was struggling to hold with Tom were down. As we lay in bed afterwards, Tom kissed my forehead.
‘You have no idea how fucking amazing that was for me,’ he murmured.
I giggled, pulling the covers up. ‘No, I do. I don’t think I’ll be able to walk for a week.’
‘Don’t walk then. Stay here in our little sex dungeon.’ He smirked and ran his knuckle around the edge of my face.
‘If only,’ I whispered. ‘I suppose I should really get going. I have work in the morning, and Raj is back.’