Page 124 of Bad Cowboy, Tennessee

I sank down a little further, and the pain was as real as the pleasure. “I want more,” I uttered. “Act like I can’t take it. Act like you’re the one in control. You know the truth is so much more than that.”

He growled.

Pushed deeper.

His eyes burning into mine.

“You don’t even know what thetruthis,” he said through clenched teeth.

I felt his cock shoving me open, and no matter how much it hurt, it was nothing compared to howfullit made me feel.

How right it was.

“Bet I fucking know it more than you do.”

“Too goddamn sweet for your own good.”

“And you think you’ll ruin me,” I said, “even though all you’ve fucking done is open my whole goddamn world.”

He pushed his cock inside me to the hilt, now, and I groaned, leaning backward as I felt my ass connect with the base of his cock.

It was still too much.

Still painful.

And I would never have changed it. Would never back down.

A long time ago, I’d thought I’d preferred a simple life. A life where nothing surprises me.

Where nothing hurts.

I was wrong.

I wanted it all. All of the bad, all of the good. Moments like these where for the first time, a man’s cock was deep inside my ass and I felt it all at once: the surrender I was so afraid of, and the power I’d never known I had.

“How are you still with me?” Draven whispered, the expression on his face wrecked as I squeezed around his cock. “How are you evenpossible?”

“Because I’m falling in love with you. It pisses me off, and it feels toofast, but also too slow, somehow, at the same time. I don’t think I care anymore. I don’t care about whether I should or shouldn’t be falling in love, but I am.Reallove, for the first time. And you deserve to know exactly how real, how possible, that is.”

He looked frozen in place.

Speechless, for the first time.

Take it.

Take the truth like I’m taking your cock.

It hurts, and it’s what you need.

What we both fucking need.

I stayed on his cock as I leaned over the top of him, catching his mouth in a kiss. I was still adjusting to his size, still sofullI felt like I might break, but feeling his lips on mine was what I needed.

I kissed him deeply, and he opened his mouth to me as I felt his cock throb inside me.

Too much.

And exactly what I want.

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