Leo
I don’t need to play it cool
It’s natural to me
But I genuinely do have a lot on tomorrow
Tomorrow evening maybe?
Leo
I have a dinner with friends
My shoulders slump forwards. It is understandable that he’d be busy over the weekend; I can’t expect him to clear his calendar for me. We’ll have to wait until Sunday. I think about his lips on mine, his body pressed against mine, the things he said about how much he’d wanted me, falling asleep in his arms so quickly, so comfortably…
Fuck. Sunday is years away.
No worries
Leo
Sunday?
Sunday it is. How was surfing today?
Leo
It was great actually
Weirdly, I was in a really good mood
Can’t think why
Argh, I’m literally aching for him. His flirting is making butterflies dance wildly around my stomach, somersaulting and spinning, having the time of their lives in there.
How strange. I’m pleased for you. Any wipeouts?
Leo
One quite big one
My stomach drops at the idea of him being hurt. I’m glad I wasn’t there to see it.
But that’s okay. It’s a good thing.
If I didn’t wipeout every now and then,
I’d know I wasn’t pushing myself hard enough
I read his messages twice. Something is whirring in the back of my brain, something important, a niggle that is making its way through the jumbled thoughts and—
Leo, I’ve got to go
Leo
Everything okay?
Yes. Don’t let your ego explode But I think you’ve just inspired me