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‘That’s very interesting to have the lowdown on Alex’s love life, thank you, but you have absolutely no need to worry on that score. He is so not my type. All that smooth polished sophistication leaves me totally cold. Besides, I could never go out with a guy who is so much better looking than me.’

We giggled and for a moment it was as if we were back at my flat together sharing our dating woes. She took my face in her hands and kissed me on the lips.

‘Listen, I ought to go and mingle, but I just want to say thank you for everything you’ve done for me. You’ve been a complete star!’

‘What have I done? I haven’t done anything.’

‘Oh, but you have, Jen. You’ve done everything. You’re the best friend I could ever ask for. You’ve always been there for me and are totally supportive and you’ve never told me I’m doing the wrong thing in marrying Tom. A couple of people have, you know. Oh, and back there, you were absolutely the perfect witness to my marriage. I mean you watched and witnessed the whole thing with… with aplomb.’

I burst out laughing.

‘Well, it was a very difficult job, I have to tell you.’

‘Honestly, I mean it. It wouldn’t have been the same without you.’

I could see tears of happiness and joy brimming in her eyes.

‘Go on,’ I said, shooing her away before we both collapsed in an emotional heap. ‘Go and see to your guests. Oh, and thank you for the warning,’ I said, looking over in Alex’s direction. ‘I’ll be sure to steer well clear.’

4

It might have been easy to heed Angie’s advice if it hadn’t been such a small and intimate wedding, but there were only about eighteen of us in total and as luck would have it Alex and I were placed next to each other at the lunch table.

Still there were worse problems to have than having to be wedged up against a good-looking, sweet smelling man at a wedding reception and to be honest I was quite enjoying Alex’s attentiveness. He pulled out my chair, filled my water glass, flapped my napkin with a flourish in the air before laying it on my lap and generally went out of his way to make me feel completely at ease. I wasn’t quite sure why Angie had gone to such lengths to warn me off him – after all, it wasn’t as if I’d be likely to see him again after today.

‘So,’ he said, leaning into my side, his breath warm against my cheek, taunting me with his citrus loveliness again, ‘how long do you give them?’

‘Sorry?’ I said, uncertain I’d heard him correctly.

‘Angie and Tom,’ he whispered. ‘How long do you think it will last?’

I looked over my shoulder to see if Tom’s Nana Gladys who was sitting on the other side of me had heard Alex’s impertinent question but she was deep in conversation with her sister. Thank goodness! I turned back to Alex who looked as though he was actually waiting for some kind of sensible answer.

‘I honestly can’t believe you said that! That’s a terrible question to ask. The ink’s barely dry on their marriage certificate and already you’re questioning how long they’ll be together. That’s so disrespectful. Can’t you just let them have their special day and be happy for them?’

‘Oh, I am happy for them. Really I am. But I know Tom of old and well…’ He shrugged. ‘He’s never seemed like the settling down type to me. Obviously I hope it works out for them, but, you know, you can’t help wondering these things, can you?’

‘I haven’t even given it a thought,’ I said, taking a restorative sip of water from my glass. Well, actually I had given it more than a second thought, but I would never admit that to anyone else, especially someone I’d only just met. I quickly reassessed my opinion of Alex.

‘Maybe it’s just me then.’ His mouth twisted in a way that might have been charming if I wasn’t quite so irritated with him.

‘Yes, I think it might be. I mean why would you even say something like that on a day like today?’

‘Well, you have to admit it’s a bit of a lottery, getting married.’

In profile, Alex’s strong jawline and defined cheekbones lent him an air of superiority that might have been intimidating if it wasn’t for the amused knowing smile that seemed to hover permanently at his lips. His eyes flickered with amusement too, particularly when he focused his gaze on me, and I wasn’t sure if he was genuinely worried about the newlyweds’ future or if he was being deliberately provocative. Maybe he knew something I didn’t. After all, he was Tom’s best friend. Mind you, Angie didn’tspeak very highly of Alex so perhaps he was judging Tom by his own standards.

‘Hmm, well in that case we have to hope that Tom and Angie have picked out the winning ticket.’

At the other end of the table Angie’s father stood up and proposed a toast to the bride and groom.

‘To Tom and Angie!’ We all stood up and raised our glasses to the happy couple. Angie and I exchanged a look, one that said ‘Ilove you, best friend’, and I hoped with every fibre of my being that she really had found her happy ending. Then I chinked glasses with Alex, my gaze lingering on his face a moment too long, distracted by the colour of his eyes which earlier I could have sworn were a dark blue, but now looked to be a greeny-grey hue.

‘Sure, but you have to be realistic about these things,’ he said, once we were sat down again. ‘You only need to look at the divorce figures to know that a lot of marriages will be doomed to failure.’

‘Honestly, what are you like?’

Alex only seemed amused by my question. Distracting eyes or not, he was spoiling my mood. This was a celebration for heaven’s sake. I’d put my concerns away for the day. Why couldn’t he? The champagne was flowing nicely and the waiting staff had just delivered the most delicious looking slice of smoked salmon and prawn terrine to my place which was making my mouth water. I couldn’t wait to tuck in.

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