Page 106 of Fielder's Choice

Ella rests her head against the back of the sofa and closes her eyes. “Joshy has a great dick. I’m obsessed with it.”

“I love Cole’s dick,” Rory sighs. “And he’s so good with it, too.”

“Rory!” Harlow loudly groans. “Stop talking about fucking my goddamn brother.”

“You already know I fuck your brother, babe.” Rory winks at Harlow, and she just sighs.

“Knox has a great dick, too,” Lo says, steering the conversation back to the apparent one we’re having about penises. “I’ve been addicted to it since we first slept together.”

I take a sip of my wine as I sink back into the sofa, not really sure if I should try to fit into this conversation. Though knowing Lane, he’d love it if I did.

“What about Matt’s dick?” Ella questions with a smirk. “You told us last year that he had a very nice one.”

Lucia sighs and throws her head back. “It is nice, but it’s not like I ever get to fucking see it anymore.”

Harlow looks at her curiously. “What does that mean?”

“He’s not been interested in sex lately, that’s all,” she shrugs, trying to appear nonchalant. “He works a lot.”

“And you’re okay with that?” Rory asks.

“Of course,” Lucia says quietly. “I love Matt, and sex isn’t everything. It’s fine.”

We’re all quiet now, and even though we’re not speaking, I can tell we’re all thinking the same thing: Lucia is definitelynotokay with this, and there has to be more to the story.

But not one of us wants to prod her. She can open up when/if she ever wants to.

And when she turns to me with a devious look in her eye, Ireallywish now was that time.

Alas, I’m not that lucky.

“You’re being too quiet,” she smirks. “Why is that?”

“You guys already know I’m still a virgin,” I stammer. “I don’t have anything to contribute.”

She raises her eyebrow, almost knowingly. Like sheknowsthat’s not true anymore. “Really?”

“Um…” I take a deep breath. “No…”

“What?!” Harlow shrieks.

“Did you sleep with Lane?” Ella looks positively giddy at the thought.

“No!” I practically shout. “We haven’t slept together. But we have done… other things.”

“Holy shit, Liv!” Lucia yells, seemingly past her thoughts about Matt.

“It’s nothing major,” I say quickly, trying to downplay how massive this is for me. “Just… hands for the most part.”

“But have you seen his dick?” Rory teases.

I take a large gulp of wine before squeaking, “Yes.”

“Look at our little Olive!” Ella chimes, wine sloshing out of her glass.

I look at her curiously. “We’re the same height, Ell.”

She waves her hand dismissively. “But you’re younger. Now, shush. I want to hear about Lane’s dick.”

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