My heart races as I type.
Remember the singing telegram part in the movie?
You laughed so hard.
I just wanted to make you smile.
His reply is instant.
ASJKLFDSJ! lol thank you!
sorry i was busy all day w fam…bday activities
can we talk @ school tmrrw??
I’ll see if I can make time for you
After Monday’s rehearsals, I cross through campus to Adler Studio. The halls and classrooms are all empty, except for the film and video lab. That’s where I find Reiss working at the last desktop station near the windows, bathed in late afternoon sunlight. Ajani waits outside. I ease into the rolling chair next to him.
When he notices me, his lips twitch a little, but he doesn’t fully smile. He swings his chair around to face me. Silence hangs between us for a beat. He fiddles with one of his helix piercings. I nervously bounce my left leg, stop, then start again.
This isn’t awkward at all.
“So, about that first date—” he tries.
“I’m sorry. I know the press can be a lot,” I blurt.
“—and that kiss,” he’s saying, but I’m too busy stammering, “No one knows it’s you. In the photos.”
Yet, I don’t add.
We both pause. I can see him rewinding what I said as I piece through his words. Then, we’re laughing, heads shaking.
He sighs, deep crinkles around his eyes. I slide my chair closer, our knees touching.
“You first,” I offer, softly.
His fingers drum on his thigh. “I don’t like attention.Thatkind of attention. It’s why my friendship with Karan works. He loves a spotlight.” His arm waves around the lab. “I like to be behind the scenes. Keep things just between me and whoever.”
I nod, forcing my eyebrows not to fall. “I understand. I’m sorry the photographers ruined that.” Carefully, I add, “But you knew who I was. I’m a prince.”
“I know, I know,” he groans, face pinched. “I didn’t think about that before I said yes to our date. Before we kissed.”
“Do you”—I swallow—“regret it?”
“No,” he rushes out. “Not at all. I still like you.”
I smile. “Is there an ‘and’ or ‘but’ coming?”
“Buuut,” he says, nudging my knee, “I’m worried too. What if cameras show up at the coffee shop? What if they find out where I live?” He frowns. “Fuck, what if they start following Dom around? I don’t want that.”
“I don’t either.”
“But you can’t control it, can you?”
I lift one shoulder. “In some ways.”
By not seeing you anymore, I don’t volunteer.