Page 15 of Pleasing Him

I shrug.

“I don’t know. I guess I’ll finish high school?”

“No, no, not about school!” Rose squeals. “I don’t care about that! What happens between you and your stepfather? Like do you guys get married and have babies? Do you become Mrs. Lionel Kenneally? But wait, isn’t that weird because your mom used to be Mrs. Kenneally?”

I nod thoughtfully.

“Itisweird because I’m following in my mom’s footsteps but in a way no one anticipated. I mean, when most people say, “chip off the old block” or “following in his footsteps,” they’re talking about career aspirations. Like, my father was a lawyer, so I want to be a lawyer too. Or my mom was a doctor, so I want to be a doctor too. They don’t mean my mom was married to Mr. Kenneally, so I guess I’ll marry him after she passes.”

“Yeah,” Rose breathes, her eyes wide and scandalized. “It’s pretty taboo.”

“Itistaboo,” I acknowledge in a slow tone. “But don’t worry, because I’m not ready to go down that route.”

Rose nods furiously, her pink curls bouncing.

“Of course not. We’re way too young to get married, and that wouldn’t be on the horizon for a long time.”

I nod.

“It’s funny because I always thought I wanted to get married young, and to have kids early. Preferably before I’m twenty,” I say in a slow voice. “But now, I’m feeling kind of different. I don’t know, I might still want that, but I’m not sure anymore.”

“That makes sense,” Rose hums, probing a bit. “You want to see what the world has to offer, right? You want to spread your wings and fly.”

I bite my lip because Lionel’s shown me such a good time in bed that it almost feels like a betrayal to say this. The man of the house made me come non-stop during our two weeks together. Lionel put his cock anywhere and everywhere I asked, stretching me out until I was dazed with pleasure and reelingwith continued ecstasy. And yet, I don’t think it was enough because I want more.

“Come on, girlfriend,” Rose coaxes. “What’s on your mind?”

I swallow hard before looking up to meet her eyes.

“Well, I don’t think one man is enough,” I manage in a somewhat unsteady voice. “I’d like to experience more.”

“Oh that!” Rose says in a light-hearted tone while tossing her locks back. “That’s normal, Lils. Lionel’s the first man you’ve fallen hard for, right? But who knows, there are probably tons of guys out there with bigger, girthier cocks. You won’t know if you don’t try them out for yourself. You’re sowing your wild oats, that’s all. Guys do it all the time, and it’s normal. It’s time for women to take a stand, and to have the freedom to do the same thing. They can’t slut-shame us for being wild in our teens when it’s totally acceptable for men.”

I nod, biting my lip until it almost hurts.

“Yes, but it’s more than just sowing my wild oats, Rose. It’s that I want more cocks.Simultaneously. I want to pleasure multiple men at once using my hands, mouth, ass, and pussy.”

My friend’s mouth snaps shut as she eyes me.

“Are you serious?”

I nod.

“So serious. It’s not that Lionel’s not enough, or that he’s not manly, or anything like that. I just have this incredible craving for cock, and I wantmore. I want to feel all of my holes plugged, and then have the men pull out and fill me with fresh cock. I want to be bathed in semen. I want the fluid to be dribblingdown my chin as I suck it out of a man’s shaft, even as my hands reach over to tug on two other men’s cocks. I want to bechock fullof dick.”

Rose stares at me, her jaw practically on the ground.

“Holy cow. You’re craving a gang-bang.”

“Basically, yes,” I acknowledge, a bit ashamed. “I know what you’re thinking. I’m super kinky and bizarre, and it’s scaring you.”

“No, not at all!” my friend exclaims immediately. “It’s not bizarre, it’s normal. I just wasn’t expecting it, that’s all.”

I nod, my shoulders drooping a bit.

“I know, because it’s weird. It’s unexpected. But in my two weeks off, that’s what I’ve realized. I’m not ready to settle down at all, and in fact, I think I’m at the beginning of my sexual journey. There’s more to go, and I feel like I’ve only dipped my toe in so far.”

“Wow,” Rose nods, her expression impressed. “So a taboo relationship with your stepfather isn’t cutting it.”

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