Page 195 of Black Flag

“No, Jameson...we can do this.” She told me, smirking.“The doctor said its okay.”

“Are you sure?” youcouldn’t miss the hesitation in my voice but you also couldn’t miss theanticipation that she was sure.

She only nodded and thesmile upon my wife’s face grew wider as she bit down on her lower lip.

With a low groan, Ipulled her face back to mine, pressing my lips to hers.

Sway threw her armsaround my neck, grasping her fingers together in an attempt to make sure Ididn’t get away. Her mouth was feverish against mine and frantic with theintensity of her driven passion.

It was more than enoughto ignite my smoldering desire into a full-fledged fucking fire. My hands werein her hair, locking her face to me as we kissed—her lips hard against mine. Wewere both gasping, swallowing each other’s heated breaths.

I wanted to be able tolet go. I wanted to take her the way I wanted without restraints, but Icouldn’t. This night was about letting go, letting go of the past and beginningour lives together but self-control was needed. Sway wasn’t ready, at least notphysically.

Her kisses were burningurgency. I burned with the same urgency, the same need she was emitting. It’dbeen months since we’d last been togetherthisway, and I felt utterlyincapable of going slow or taking my time. It’d be a goddamn miracle if Ididn’tcomethe instant I entered her.

I’d imagined this nightto be about slow love making where we reintroduced our bodies to one anotherbut it wasn’t going to go down that way. It’d been far too long. I wanted toplunge into her and experience the warmth, the tightness, the friction as soonas possible, to find that moment of exquisite release without delay.

There wasn’t much leftof Sway’s dress so I disposed of her panties with one quick yank as well as myunderwear, barely registering the sound of fabric tearing. My hand came down topart her legs when I noticed a shimmer of light reflect off the fireplace.

I smirked when I sawthe words“To my husband”spelled out across her glistening crankcase.

“When did you do that?”My fingers brushed over the raised gems and I chuckled. “It’s weird how muchthat turns me on.”

“The other day,” She repliedsoftly and pulled me back against her. I settled between her thighs, carefulnot to put any weight on her and cautiously pushed inside.

I heard Sway gasp so Idrew back, instantly regretting this. “No...don’tstop.”

“Sway,” I said sternly.“It’s hurting you. We shouldn’t do this.”

“No, please. I needyou,please!” She pleaded into my eyes frantically pulling my shoulderstoward her. “Just go slow.” Her voice was trembling, on the verge of tears. Iwasn’t sure if the tears were from the pain or the need.

I only nodded. I didn’twant her to hear the regret in my voice. Instead, I pushed forward once again.“Holy shit, you’re tight.” I grunted my arms shaking as I hovered above her.

Sway giggled while Igazed at her beautiful body, glowing in the amber flames and blinked slowly.

“It’s like my firsttime again.” Then she sneezed and said, “You’re deflowering me.”

“It’scall shake down. The first test of a brand new engine,” Leaning forward, Icaptured her lips, sucking her lower lip between my teeth. “I also think that Ilike the idea of taking your virginity.”

“Me too,” she gaspedbut I recognized it as a sound of pleasure. I was encouraged but hesitant,panting, shaking my head against the fog of bliss that threatened to take meover.

The feel of her aroundme was almost painfully intense, but better than anything. I could probablyjust lie here for hours and not even move, just enjoy the heat and thetightness.

Sway had other ideasand was frustrated at my hesitation. Arching her back against me suddenly,forcing us together deeply. It was my turn to gasp at the flood of sensations.

I had to keep ittogether no matter how badly my body wanted to let go. Moving, rocking ustogether as gently as I could. With a nod, Sway allowed me to take control, andlead. Clutching my upper arms and digging her nails into my fleshineffectually, trying her best to ensure that I didn’t go anywhere, didn’t pullaway.

I wanted her to look atme but her eyes were closed as her lips parted while she moaned my name androcked her hips. Her expression was astonishingly erotic, utterly unguarded andunselfconscious. The pressure was already building quickly, and that lookhurtled me forward.

I wasn’t lasting longbut I took comfort in knowing I would be ready again within minutes.

I wouldn’t finishwithout her, though. I couldn’t take this much pleasure from her body and notgive back. I pulled back, albeit against Sway’s pull for me to stay. I reacheddown between us, circling the spot I knew so well. It took less than a second forher to fall apart beneath me.

Watching Sway in themidst of an orgasm I gave her was both a beautiful and fascinating sight. Itquickly became my own breaking point, I couldn’t stop.

I felt the pit of mystomach coil, the tendons and muscles in my body flexing as the warm flushsurged throughout my body, letting go with a resonating groan.

My eyes remained closedfor several moments as I fought to regain myself, but when I finally did I lookdown at her sprawled across the bed, I was amazed. The flames dancing shadowsacross her skin—her warm emerald eyes glowing in the deep ocher, she wasbeautiful.

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