Page 146 of Left on Base

PS: Fork Guy has great stories about fire escapes and restraining orders.

Yes, I sent that.

Believe it or not, I don’t hate Jaxon. Forgiveness is harder than betrayal, and I can’t hate someone like him. I don’t think he ever meant to hurt me. Might be the Benadryl talking, but maybe not.

Somewhere between the bus and the plane, shit goes south. In an emotional haze, I text Jaxon.

Hey ok, this is gonna be a long message and ima regret sending it prolly

Do it for the plot right?

Idfk what that means

Holy crap, it’s like 4 fucking am

You’re gonna think im crazy fs

Hold on ima google the definition of crazy

Ok im back

Yea, um, i might be crazy

Anywayyyy

ima just say all this shit and it might not make any sense

Maybe it will

I just wanted to actually apologize if i acted idk kinda dramatic about the blog?

She shouldn’t have wrote that shit

It wasn’t your fault tho

Ik we’re young and being in a long relationship is hard and stressful on both of us

Ik i complicate situations by overthinking them and shit too

What i rlly wanted to say though is i miss us

and our daily talks and it makes me sad to have distance between us

I hope that one day soon we can go back to our normal friends and talking every day and maybe someday there’s a new beginning for us again

Maybe we needed this break to clear our heads and become better versions of ourselves

I think taking time to ourselves is important and we both needed it

And also, the idea of dating someone else or talking to another guy makes me physically sick to my stomach because he’s not you

Ok, i think im done blowing up your phone

I might regret this later but I got stung by a bee??

Turns out im allergic to those black and yellow bastards

They gave me benadryllllll

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