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I can feel my spine tingle and my balls tighten with the need to come, but I try and hold it off and tilt my hips, ensuring to hit her magic spot, needing her to come one more time before I do.

Her walls begin to pulse, the need to come hitting her again, and I hold her close with one arm around her waist and tug and pull on her nipple with my free hand. She breaks the kiss, throwing her head back with pleasure.

I don’t look away as her orgasm washes over her face, pure pleasure etching her features as she squirts on my pelvis and comes. I move my hips faster as sweat builds at the base of my spine, and I rut into my girl, who moans as her walls flutter again, aftershocks of her orgasm hitting her, and I bottom out, coming deep inside her, not worrying about protection.

She’s already said she may not be able to have kids, so I’m not going to make the odds against us worse.

I press my face against Luna’s chest, gently taking a nipple into my mouth, and she holds my head to her as she shivers against my body and moans.

Letting go of her tit, I look up and press my lips against hers, this time gentler, slower, and she opens her mouth, her tongue searching for mine. I groan as I make love to her mouth and slowly move my hips, my dick twitching, beginning to harden again.

“We, baby, are going back to bed for the rest of the day,” I rasp against her lips, refusing to move my cock from her tight heat, and she smiles then kisses me again as she wraps her arms around my neck. I shuck my sweats off before picking her up.Blindly, I walk towards the stairs, not taking my lips off hers, ready to be inside her all day to make up for lost time, and maybe, just maybe, fate will grace us with a chance to start a family because this woman, she owns me and I’d give her the world if she asked for it…

Chapter 29

Luna – Four Days Later

I take a deep breath as I look up at the night sky, the stars shining bright. I close my eyes as the breeze washes over me, and I can’t help the small smile that takes over my features.

Peace, that is what I feel, and I know Leo has everything to do with that.

He settles me in ways I never thought I could be settled. I thought, even after killinghim, that I’d still be looking over my shoulder, still be depressed and hating life, but I’m-I’m happy…

He’s my safe place, my home, he makes me happy.

I smile a little again. Who knew a one-night stand to throw inhisface would turn out to be my everything?

I look over the yard to where Dark Angel’s Motors is and bite my lip.

Old man Trivers's car is in again, and he had requested Leo have a look at it, which he wasn’t too happy about. We were supposed to spend the evening at his, well, our house, now I guess that he’s all but moved me in. He wasn’t happy when Fury called him about the Chevrolet.

He was mumbling about a date with me and the tub and something about burning the car so he’d never have to see it again. Must admit, I laughed.

I told him we could still go in the tub after he was finished and that I’d wait at the clubhouse for him mainly because he felt like shit leaving me alone after a therapy session, something he hadn’t done since I started seeing someone every day.

Man, he’ll be pissed if he finds out I’m outside on my own, being in my head.

Reliving my past and the pain I went through is hard, and I tend to revert to myself, the memories taking over. It doesn’t matter thatheis dead, it doesn’t matter that I’m not looking over my shoulder or the fact that I feel free for the first time in eight years, the past is still inside me, the scars are still on my body, scars Leo never touches or looks at.

At first, I thought maybe he was disgusted by them. If he touched me skin on skin, he’d braze over it, but my therapist helped me understand that he doesn’t want to make me feel uncomfortable and that I should speak to him about it which admittedly I haven’t done yet, but I will. Being open with him is healthier than keeping my feelings inside.

I sigh and look towards the yard, the swing set coming into view, and sadness takes hold.

I still can’t have children, or most likely won’t be able to have them.

I never thought I’d want children, not after what I went through, but then in comes Leo, and suddenly, it’s want it all. The ring, the house with the picket fence, the cut... kids.

I want a family.

I look down and swallow hard. It’s hard for me to be here. I haven't said much to anyone yet, or made any friends, which I know is my fault. It’s not like they haven’t tried. Leo mentioned they keep asking about me, wondering how I am and how they want to get to know me, but every time I think of coming here, I freeze up until today.

Dr. Dana said, subconsciously, I was trying to protect myself. That the trauma of my brother’s club is making me closed off with Leo’s, which isn’t fair to him. She said it would take time. I just have to keep pushing forward, which is why I said I’d be here. However, within minutes of having everyone look at me, I felt like the walls were closing in on me, and I came out here.

That was two hours ago, and a few brothers have come to check on me, some making conversation. I have to admit, I didn’t feel like running, but I also didn’t feel like going back inside.

I hear the back door open again, and I smile a little before a voice to my right says, “Hey,” and I turn to see Leo’s mama, Anna.

I try not to tense and swallow hard because, well, I didn’t expect her to come out next. We haven’t spoken one-on-one, and even though I want to, I just don’t know if I’m ready, but she’s not giving me an option as she takes a seat next to me.

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