Page 64 of Entwined

“Why does this feel like my second break-up, if we are just friends?”

“Because all this is still new to you… real connections with people.”

“It sucks.”

“It does. But without human connection... what’s the point to life?” She yawns as we pull up to the private section of Charles de Galle airport.

“Sleep on the plane. You’ve worked hard this past week. I’ll wake you before we land.”

“I can’t keep my eyes open anymore.”

“I’d carry you, but I can’t. If someone takes a picture of that, Jessie will never forgive me.”

“No. I don’t suppose she would. I know I wouldn’t.”

I smile, slipping my phone from my pocket. I dial Will at Exmoor, not surprised when I get his voicemail. “Will. Send Simone to King College’s stables in London. Make sure Jessie has everything she’ll need. I’ll pay for Simone’s board and feed. Send Jessie everything. Her tack and saddle… Simone is hers now. She always was.”

I step out of the car, quickly ascending the stairs to my plane as my driver helps Nicole.

My phone buzzes in my hand. My heart skips, half-hoping it’s Jessie but knowing even if it is, I can’t respond.

But it’s not my dove.

Alex:I heard you were out playing tonight. Thought you had left the game behind.

Me:I invented the game fuck-face.

Alex:Then stop being a pussy and come home.

Me:I can’t. She’s there.

Alex:So, the rumors are true. El Diablo has been reduced to nothing more than a pussy.

Me:Does your wife still have your balls?

Alex:Yep. Come home you wanker. Stop running.

Me:I have shit to do besides hosting fuck-fests.

He doesn’t reply. I walk straight to my master suit on the plane and to the shower. I undress smelling her on my clothes. I decide to hang them back up instead of giving them to the stewardess to have cleaned.

I didn’t say the words.

But I always knew what was in my heart, once it came alive. I just need to be one-hundred-percent sure hers isn’t a byproduct of her sweet captivity but just as real as mine. Ah, having emotions is a bitch. The heartache never leaves. Seeing her again tonight, breathing in her scent, tasting her, feeling her grip my cock as I slid in and out of her tonight brought it all back.

How much I want her.

I don’t regret a second we spent together or want to take back anything I did to get her in my bed. Hell, I’d do it all again if I just wanted her submission… her body to belong to mine again.

But I want so much more.

I want to dominate her heart without question. Both of us need to be sure. Because the next thing I want from my sweet dove is a baby. Several. It’s something that’s been on my mind lately as I’ve traveled the world seeing countless children that my foundation is supporting.

I’ve missed so much life. My past was one endless gray day. There was no color in my world. Every flavor was missing.

I want to experience everything. I want to feel the love of a family I never had.

Jessie is going to be a fierce mother. I’ll stay away, let her finish school while she spreads her wings like I wanted her to. But when it’s time, I’ll swoop in so hard and fast—she won’t see me coming. Until she’s naked and moving under me and my seed roots deep; starting something that is written in the stars for us both.

---