“Oh no, no,” Beth argued as Bon Jovi belted out “Bad Medicine” from the CD player and she tapped out the beat on the steering wheel. “I’ve slowed down. A lot.” She caught Harper’s skeptical gaze and turned the volume down, the song fading into the background. “Really.” And as if to prove her point, she reduced the Bimmer’s speed to a few miles over the limit as they wound down the hill on which St. Catherine’s had been constructed.
“That’s what having a kid will do for you.” Sliding Harper a knowing glance, she added, “You know how it is. Your whole life changes. Including how you drive.”
Harper did know. She thought of those first frantic years of motherhood when she’d been a child herself. Suddenly the whole world had turned dangerous, one booby trap after another—electric light sockets, laundry detergent, the front steps, speeding cars cutting through the neighborhood, asbestos, and Red dye #2, for crying out loud.
But Dawn had survived and grown from a happy-go-lucky child in pigtails to a recalcitrant teenager who embraced all things Goth before becoming a college student who no longer believed her mother was the enemy. Thank God.
At the base of the hill, Beth slid through a yellow light before cutting into a neighborhood filled with the oldest homes in Almsville. Turn-of-the-century Victorians interspersed with postwar ramblers, all with small neatly kept yards, birch and oak trees nearly bare, while fir branches waved in the breeze, pumpkins and corn stalks decorating the porches. “Bring back memories?” Beth asked as she cruised by the high school, a two-story building of redbrick, the rows of windows glowing in the gloom.
“A few.”
“More than a few, I bet.” She waited at a stop sign, then turned toward the lake. “So what do you do now, Harper? I mean, do you work?”
Harper slid her a glance. “No, I’m just a trust fund baby.”
“Oh.”
“Just kidding.” It was true she’d always received a quarterly check, issued by Gram’s attorneys, and the funds had kept her afloat, paying for college and rent, then later supplementing her income. She’d gotten her degree in California while Dawn was a toddler, then taught English in middle school for years while also freelancing with a newspaper when Dawn was in school. But after the dissolution of her marriage, Dawn moving to Oregon for college, and her inheritance coming due, Harper had quit her day job. And now . . . God now, she might actually write that novel she’d always talked about. How many times had she started chapter one? Just as many as she’d put it aside. “I quit teaching last June,” she said. “You know, I finally think I’ll try my hand at writing. You remember, I always talked about it.”
But now she had time. No kid to raise. No husband to tend to.
Beth slowed for a corner, waited as a bicyclist sped past, then turned onto Northway, driving past the homes that were tucked between the lake and the shoreline. In the spaces between the houses, Harper caught glimpses of the lake, still and gray, reflecting the somber sky.
“So,” Beth ventured, as she switched out one CD for another. “You’re planning to stay?”
“Don’t know yet. I’ve thought about selling—”
“Well, if you do, I would be thrilled, I meanthrilledto have the listing!”
“—but I’m just not sure. Haven’t really figured out what I’m going to do.” And that was God’s honest truth, even though her father’s recent warning about Beth angling for a listing still darted through her mind.
“I can’t imagine you’d want to stay here with everything that happened, you know, Chase and your grandma . . .well and everything.”
“I’m just not sure. Thought I would at least stay a while, fix it up some, and then make a decision.”
Would she want to stay in the huge house with all of its memories, ghosts of the past, or would she want to move on? Make a fresh start. And yet, there were some good recollections that tethered her here, to the lake, and she wondered as she stared through the rain-splattered windshield if Dawn might want to live here someday?
“It’s a seller’s market now, and the low interest rates won’t last forever,” Beth advised.
Beth drove along the twisting road, taking the deadly S curve a little too fast, though the sleek car hugged the road. Finally she turned unerringly into the lane leading toward the island. “Oh Lord!” she said, eyeing the gate and the gargoyles perched on the support posts. “Are you kidding? I can’t believe you’ve still got those hideous beasts at the gate! They’re still creepy as hell.”
“Worse than,” Harper agreed, glancing up at the statues backdropped by roiling gray clouds. “But I kinda like them.”
“Seriously?” Beth threw her a glance as they drove onto the bridge. “You and who else?”
“Gram.”
“Well, she’s gone and they should be, too.”
The BMW slid to a stop in front of the house. “Wow. I’d forgotten how impressive this place is.” She cut the engine and stared through the rain-spattered windshield to the brick mansion with its sloped roof and tall windows. “Can you believe you own a private island, for God’s sake? How’s that for exclusive?”
Beth tossed her keys into her purse. “You know I never see this side of the house from my place. I get the other view. From across the lake. It’s impressive from there, too. Looks like a damned castle.”
“You still live on Fox Point?”
“Craig and I bought Mom and Dad out years ago.”
So her father had said.