“Of course I fucking do.” He kneeled by the bed and placed his hands on her thighs, staring at her bare pussy. “If I could live with my face between these thighs, I would. But I haven’t trusted myself for a long time with you. You know I worry that I’ve got some ofhiminside me. That his words about you will twist something inside me and I’ll hurt you. I don’t ever want to hurt you.”
“It hurts, sometimes, when you won’t touch me when we’re alone,” she confessed. She knew she wasn’t supposed to speak, but she needed to get that out.
But he didn’t protest her talking, instead he closed his eyes, and the pain on his face was too much.
“I’m sorry!” she said immediately. “I didn’t mean it. I’ll try to be more patient. I’m an idiot. It doesn’t matter.”
“Stop,” he said firmly. “It does matter. And it matters because it hurts you and this is something I promised myself I was gonna stop doing.”
“But if you don’t want me, then I don’t want to force you. I felt so awful after I tried to force you just now.”
“Baby.” There was softness on his face. “It’s not force when I want it. You don’t think I didn’t want your mouth on my cock? Fuck, I want that all the time. What you do need to remember is that I’m in charge, though. You think you can handle that?”
“Haven’t I already been handling that?” she asked in bewilderment. “You guys are always in charge.”
“I suppose that’s true. But how would you handle being tied up? Not being allowed to move. Being taken however I want to take you.”
“I think I can handle that. As long as you don’t be mean to me or humiliate me.”
“Not my kink, baby. All I want is to treat you like the precious, amazing woman you are. But I do like to have complete control.”
“I can give you complete control. Does my safeword still apply?”
“Always. If I do anything to hurt or scare you, then you say it.”
She risked moving and cupped his face between her hands. “I trust you, Jenner. With all of me. You are not him. You could never be him. You could never harm me. Or scare me. Because you’re my Jenner. My protector, my comforter, my friend. And now, my man.”
He took her hands off his cheeks and kissed the top of each one. “My precious girl. Always mine to cherish and love and punish.”
She sucked in a breath.
“I want you to lie on your back and pull your legs up to your chest, bending your knees. Hold them wide apart.”
Holy heck.
She moved into position and then he grabbed her hips, dragging her to the edge of the bed. Then he ran a finger along her pussy lips.
“You said you wanted my cock. But the thing is that you don’t get to decide where you get my cock. Or when. Perhaps, later on tonight as you sleep, I’ll roll you over and push my cock into your pussy.” He slid a finger deep into her pussy, pushing it back and forth as she lay there exposed and ready for him.
“Or maybe, I’ll wake up tomorrow morning with a dick as hard as concrete and I'll push it between those two plump lips of yours.” He drew his finger out of her pussy, then leaned over her to press it into her mouth. “Suck.”
She sucked her taste off his finger.
“Or maybe I’ll have you sit on my lap as we watch TV later, and I’ll force you to sit on my thick cock. I’ll push it deep into your pussy. Or your ass.”
He drew his finger from her mouth and ran it over her back hole. “Tobias needs to take this ass so I can fuck you here as well.”
Pulling his finger from her ass, he slapped it. One cheek, then the other.
“No locked doors.”
Slap! Slap!
“And no running off from me.”
Slap! Slap!
He kept spanking her until her ass was hot and throbbing and there were tears in her eyes. Then he disappeared into the bathroom and she could hear the water running. When he returned, he was carrying the case that held the anal plugs and the bottle of lube.