“Go ’head, Doc.”
I listened intently as the doctor explain that she had recovered well and her A1C levels were good. That was good to hear because I was concerned that she would have to up her medicine after not having it for so long.
“And what about the headaches?” I asked. Kasha locked eyes with me like she wanted to say something, but she didn’t.
“The headaches will come and go for a while. I’ll prescribe a pain reliever, or she can simply take ibuprofen or Tylenol over-the-counter.” I nodded.
After taking a few vitals and going over what to expect going forward, we were leaving the exam room and headed back up front. Once she received her next appointment, we headed outside.
“Kash, can you ride with me?” I asked.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea.”
“Please? I just wanna talk.” I didn’t care that I was begging. I needed her to hear me out.
I noticed her mama smirking before she nodded toward her. “Go ahead. I got Jace.”
Hesitantly, Kasha let me escort her to my truck and help her inside. After making sure she was secure, I rounded the truck and got into the driver’s seat.
“You hungry?” I quizzed, pulling out into traffic.
“No, I’m fine.” I simply nodded. If she didn’t want to stop, We’d just eat at my house or order something.
When we got back to my house, I helped her out my truck and inside. While she sat on the couch like a stranger, I went into the kitchen to get us some water. When I made it back, she was still sitting in the same spot, looking uncomfortable as hell.
“Here you go.” I handed her the water bottle as I took a seat next to her.
“Thank you.”
Moments passed, and we were still sitting in an uncomfortable silence, and I couldn’t take the shit no more.
“Listen, Kash. I know it was fucked up how I treated you after you left the hospital, but baby, you need to see it from my perspective. I trusted you, ma. I gave you my heart. I’d fuckin’ walk through the fire for yo’ ass and when you left without notice, that shit fucked with me. Then to find out you didn’t trust me enough to handle the situation made me feel less than a man. I’on give a fuck about our age difference because at the end of the day, I’m still a man. You making that decision for me fucked me up, bad. Had me questioning myself and shit.” I got everything that I had bottled up off of my chest, but that shit still felt tight looking at Kasha with tears streaming down her face.
“Jackson, I never meant to hurt you. I just didn’t want to see you hurt again. Lance had already shot you, so I thoughtif he promised to leave, everything would be fine. My decisions weren’t to diminish you as a man. It was to protect you,” she confessed through her tears.
I couldn’t take her tears anymore, so I pulled her into my lap and placed a kiss on her lips. “Listen, I appreciate the thought of you trying to protect me, but I’on need you to do that. All I need you to do is let me continue to love on yo’ fine ass.” I smirked causing her to blush. “You gone let me do that?” I kissed her lips, then her neck.”
“Mhm,” she moaned out.
“Nah, I’ma need to hear the words, ma.”
“Ye-yes, Jackson. I can let you do that.” That was all I needed to hear before I picked her up and carried her upstairs. Once we crossed the threshold of my bedroom, I didn’t waste any time stripping her out of her clothes.
I took a minute to admire her body. I missed this shit so fuckin’ much. Placing kisses on her lips, I ventured further and peppered kisses on her chin and neck, where I bit gently, causing her to hiss. When I made it to her breasts, I took my time as if I was a breastfed baby who was nursing for the very time. While I sucked on one nipple, I toyed with the other one. The way she cradled my head was like she was suffocating me with her bosom, and I would’ve gladly tapped out. Once I had my fill of her breasts, I ventured further, kissing, biting and licking along the way. I remember when I first had sex with Kasha in a bedroom setting. She was shy and didn’t want to show her body. I thought that shit was weird because I’ve seen her in crop tops before that showed off her stomach. Her attire left nothing to the imagination, and I loved every minute of it. I made sure to make her feel like the most beautiful woman in the world in and out the bedroom.
When I finally made it to her pussy, I took my time to take in her essence, making sure to embed every part into my memory. Istarted by placing sensual kisses on her lower lips before swiping my tongue through her drenched folds.
“Mmm,” I moaned as I lapped up her juices like a thirsty Pitbull. Once my thirst was quenched, I latched onto her clit and slipped my index and middle finger inside of her and massaged her walls simultaneously. I repeated this action until she almost smothered me with her thick thighs.
“Ja-Jackson,” she pant trying to come down through her orgasm.
Before she could completely recover, I was undressed in record time and invading her walls.
“Mmm…shit,” I groaned once I slid inside. I had to still my movements because her shit was gripping tighter than I remember. Once I got my bearings, I started stroking her nice and slow while I penetrated her with both my eyes and my dick. “Damn, baby. I missed this shit,” I confessed, not missing a beat.
“I mi-missed you t-too. Oh, my go?” she whimpered before wetting me up more than she already was.
“Fuck.” My baby was feeling too good and I’on know how much longer I’ll be able to hold out. The way she was gripping my dick and digging into my skin had me fuckin’ delirious.