Page 152 of To Trap a Soul

Being here, she felt a sense of change in her, a sense of renewal. Like the waters here were divine enough to wash away her worries, fears, and regrets under their harsh drops and scour her clean.

She needed that, as the last time she came to this continent, she’d received the most heartbreaking news and loss. But it had been seventeen years since then, and in her womb, she was growing a new child.

This time, she had every intention of finishing her duty by leaving them here.

With one leg lying down along the rough slope of rock and the other bent, she rubbed the barely noticeable bump of her belly. They were still small, and she had a few weeks to go. They grew so fast, yet when they were just starting out, they seemed even more precious and vulnerable than usual.

I hope you adore this place as much as I do,Lindiwe thought, keeping one hand there as she placed her elbow on her bent knee and then rested her chin on the top of her forearm. She winced a little, her firm stomach repelling the tightness, but it was bearable for now. Soon, she wouldn’t be so flexible.

It’d only been a week since she left Weldir’s realm, and she’d been trying everything in her power to not linger on what had happened there. Yet, no matter how she tried, her mind kept drifting back to it, which often made her sensitive and hormonal nipples harden and her clit tingle.

She had much to reflect on.

The last time she’d sat at this beautiful gorge of disappearing water, she’d had this horrible sense of disappointment. She’d been despondent, and the idea of performing any kind of intimacy had been terrifying. She’d lost her will for sex, for pleasure, for anything really.

This time? Well, it was like Weldir had cruelly snuffed out the original flame, only to spark it much wilder. He’d rummaged through her untended garden of desire, unearthed it, and then replanted it with vibrancy.

Lindiwe groaned and buried her face against the soft crook of her elbow.Whyyyy? Why did he have to be so good at that?She’d been fine with giving it up!

She’d accepted it, and once she did, she found she was content. She’d felt sturdy within herself. Everything had been easy to read, easy to understand, and the future of her emotions was easy to predict. She never got upset with him, as she had no expectations. She’d begun to find his infrequent companyagreeable and sometimes relied on it to ease any pestering loneliness.

Now? Well now she was fucking confused all over again!

Lindiwe threw her hands up into the air and screamed. Nothing reacted to her noise of frustration, the thunderous gorge much louder than she could ever be. She slammed her face into the crook of her elbow again before sighing and tilting her head to the side to watch the view.

I can’t believe he made me come.She couldn’t even count how many times! It was like her touch-starved body had released a dam that had been overfull. Over and over she’d climaxed until it’d become so painful that the pleasure was all too much. Until her nipple had strained under histendril, and her clit had throbbed so hard her groin thrummed and her legs shook.

The fact thatWeldir, of all beings, could do that made her want to tear her hair out. He was meant to be this inexperienced, emotionally lacklustre entity. She’d been hoping for at least one orgasm but thought there’d be a lot more fumbling for it, and for it not to be so powerful that she thought she was going to disintegrate under the waves of bliss.

I guess I did kind of explode.At that thought, remembering how her eyes nearly fell from her skull at hisdrenchedfingers, her face grew so flushed she thought she’d fucking faint from the heat.

She didn’t even know why she was so angry over it.

Maybe because they could have been doingthatthe entire time they’d been married. Lindiwe didn’t actually mind a life filled with endless pleasure between them, considering her time on Earth was mostly filled with pain and loneliness.

Maybe it was because she was embarrassed that she’d come so quickly and so much. She remembered grinding on his damn hand like a wanton, lusty woman! It was only her secondtime doing anything sexual and yet her body, singing from the affectionate caresses, had just taken her by the throat.

Maybe it was because things shouldn’t need to be this hard between them. Why did he have to be so... distant? So obtuse and reserved.He makes it so hard to connect with him.

And now that he’d given her pleasure, she wanted that stupid demi-god to connect with her pussy constantly.

Her bodyhungeredfor it.

It had been starved for too long, and it was now a ravenous beast that wanted its deserved treats. It craved more touch, more lust, more gentle tickles and rough squeezes. It even wanted the tendrils that used to sicken her stomach to wrap around her limbs and breasts again.

It wanted to feel... alive. Like it wasn’t the ghostly creature she could become.

Please tell me it’s just pregnancy hormones,she pleaded, as she groaned again.If my pussy is going to throb like this for the rest of my life, I think I’d rather it end.

Especially as she had no intention of ever admitting to Weldir just how much she’d liked it. Or that she wanted to do it again so desperately that she might be willing to have many more of his kids if she got to experience that each time.

Lindiwe covered her face with both hands, ashamed of herself when she thought,A part of me wishes I didn’t fall pregnant straight away.How pitiful!

She’d gone through a personality shift! She’d told herself she would no longer be that naïve or shy woman she’d been. That theLindipart of her was gone – just like her parents, her village, her very home.

And yet, here she was, about to have an aneurysm because she was horny for a shadowy cloud of weirdness.

“Lindiwe, what are you doing?”Weldir asked through their bond, and she screamed in fright – which was unusual for her.

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