Page 40 of Forever After Never

Sawyer moves his hands to my waist, the heat from his fingers leaving their mark wherever he touches. My skin pebbles, and I shiver from his touch. He takes control and rocks me back and forth as he showers me with more and more praise. I have never felt so adored. He inevitably grabs my stomach. The bit I dislike the most about myself. Grabbing a handful of my soft flesh, he continues talking me through the best sex of my life.

"You have the softest skin in the world. I love having you in my hands when you're riding me. Fuck, you feel so good. I love every single inch of you. Everything you dislike about yourself is everything I love."

I start to pick up the pace, moaning every time his dick hits my G-spot. His hand shoots up to grab me by the throat, and I am forced to look at him.

"And this is the prettiest fucking throat in the world." I feel my orgasm start to build.

"Please, Sawyer. Choke me," I moan, and my pussy clenches around his dick.

"You're so needy for me." He adds a little pressure to the sides of my neck.

"Harder," I groan. And this god of a man pulls me forward until his free arm pins me to his chest. He starts to thrust into me from below, and I close my eyes again. Giving my throat a slightly harder squeeze, he says

"Eyes on me, baby. I want to look into the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen when you come for me." And obediently, I look at him with fire blazing in my eyes. I love it when he takes control of me. Emotionally, physically, and spiritually.

Sawyer continues thrusting into me as the pressure on my throat builds. I am completely at his mercy. My arms and legs have gone numb, and his strength is the only thing that keeps me from collapsing. With a final hard squeeze of my throat, he watches me as my eyes flutter closed, and I let out a strangled scream. I see stars as he draws my orgasm out of me.

"Keep your eyes open," he demands. I am having a hard time keeping myself in this universe, let alone keeping my eyes open, but I do as he says, and my eyes go back to his. He is staring into my soul with his hand still firmly in place around my neck. It is animalistic.

Sawyer holds my weight and fucks me hard as he chases his own release. As he reaches his climax, he roars. "Fucccccccccck." With heavy breaths, he releases his grip on my throat. I feel him shudder beneath me. "Autumn, that was so hot. You are perfect, baby. Absolutely perfect. You're such a good girl for me. I loveyou." My god, I didn't know how much I loved praise until I met this man, and I would do anything to hear him call me his good girl. I feel my pussy twitch around his cock again, and he laughs into my ear.

We shower together after the most incredible sex, and Sawyer washes my body. Rubbing the loofah over each limb. He makes his way down my body, taking great care of me like he thinks I may break. Sawyer watches me intensely as the bubbles run over every inch of my body. Crouching down in the shower, he gently lifts my foot and places it on his thigh, kissing my calf as he washes each part of my body.

"This is nice," I say sweetly as I watch him watch me. He rubs his hand the length of my leg and palms my ass cheek.

"I could do this all day." He winks at me and trails kisses over every inch of flesh in his reach.

When he is satisfied that I am as clean as I'll ever be, he returns to standing and guides me back until I am directly under the jets of water.

"I love you." He kisses my shoulder. He picks up my shampoo bottle and turns me around, so my back is to his front.

"Tip your head back, Autumn." He washes my hair. Massaging my scalp with his fingertips. My hair tickles my back. I tilt my head to the side, and he kisses my shoulder again, pressing himself to my back. Sawyer is treating me as if his touch may crush me if he handles me any differently. Putting conditioner into his palms, he rubs it through my hair, running his fingers through the lengths, brushing through any knots as he goes.

"I would do anything for you. Anything." He pulls me into his strong arms. I melt into his touch.

"There is nothing I wouldn't do for you. I hope you know that. The only thing I'll never do is deny how much I fucking love you. I will never hold back again."

"I love you, too. So much. There is one thing you can do for me, though."

"Oh?" he replies, biting my ear lobe. "And what would that be?"

"You could eat my pussy again for dinner." I giggle.

"Sugar, I'm going to consume you every day. Now let me take you to bed, so I can fill you up again like you're my own personal fuck toy."

Chapter 33

Autumn

It has been two weeks since we got home from Sawyer's family home. Life has returned to normal, but when we are not at work, seeing friends, or catching up on life, we are fucking. Each time is hotter than the last. Everything has become more intense since we said the wordsI love you.

Sawyer is heading home for a few days because he needs to sort some stuff out at his place. He hasn't really been home since we got back from his parent's house. My house already feels empty without him in it. I didn't know him six months ago, but now, when he isn't around, it feels like I am missing something crucial. Alice is coming over tonight to hang out with Jed and me. We are long overdue for a huge catch-up. We still see each other most days, but we haven't had the chance to spend hours together because Alice has been busy with her new job. She has completely changed direction in her career and is now working as a secretary for a sports marketing company, so we have lots to catch up on.

Alice: Hey, Queen! Are we having Chinese, tacos, or Indian tonight?

Me: Obviously tacos… and beer!

Alice: What happened to rum?

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