Will slid a glass over to me on the floor between two fingers. Somehow that was sexy too. I looked away. Focus.
“Would I like Graydon better than your friend Eli?”
I felt him pause beside me. I felt like a jerk for throwing that out there, but if I didn’t, this night would turn into something else entirely.
“Eli’s going through a rough patch.”
“So is Reese, thanks to him.”
“So are you.”
Heat rose in my cheeks.
“To good wine,” Will said, “or something else?”
I thought about it for a moment. To lost dreams? To burnt pizza?
To asking Will for more help.
Finally, I said, “To turning things around.”
Will gave me this strange little nod. He lifted his glass and we clinked, the sound loud in the silence. From beyond the kitchen walls, I could hear the movie in the other room. I met Will’s eye, and for a moment, we held each other’s gaze. Then I got self-conscious. I hadn’t even thought to take a look in the mirror. My hair was probably a nightmare. I knew I had flour and burnt pizza bits all over me.
I took a sip of wine.
“Oh god,” I said, leaning back and closing my eyes. I took another, this one long and luxurious.
“That good?” he asked. His voice had shifted to something like gruffness.
“Sensational. Deep and rich and oaky. It’s melting on my tongue.”
I opened my eyes. Will was looking right at me. A flame licked across my skin.
“It’s the best thing I’ve ever tasted,” I said, my voice hardly more than a whisper.
But I felt like everything was getting away from me. My eyes were locked on his.
Tell him.
“Michelle—”
“Will—”
We’d spoken at the same time. “You first,” he said.
I swallowed. I needed to say it now. Before I chickened out again. “I don’t know if you saw my recent post—the one with you in it?”
“I saw it,” he said, surprising me.
“Right.” I tore my eyes away. I couldn’t look at him while I said this. “Well. You might have noticed that my readers got a little… excited to see a strange man in the photos.”
“Yeah… it made me think you’ve got a food blog with readers who might not care all that much about food.”
I stiffened at that. “They do. I’m going to help them see that they do.”
“How?” He took a sip of wine. He was upset, I realized.
Too late to do anything about that now. “Well… I was hoping you’d go on another date with me,” I said. “I meanadate.”