Page 13 of Wish For Me

He was right. I was going to come. Easily. He was going to make me lose it on him, and it had only been a few seconds.

I tipped my hips up, begging him with words I couldn’t even understand as my climax rose fast.

When Leif dipped his fingers inside of me, applying pressure to both the soft flesh inside and my swollen clit outside, I was done for.

I exploded in the biggest orgasm I’d ever had in my life. Ever. Even more than that time I turned the vibrator on to maximum speed by accident.

I bucked off the mattress like I was being electrocuted, my teeth clamping down on my hand so I didn’t scream at the top of my lungs.

The waves felt endless; unceasing. I’m not sure how long it took, but eventually they ebbed, and I felt myself floating back down to earth.

When I landed, I was somehow the most satisfied I’d ever been, but also desperate for more.

When Leif lifted his head, his eyes were on mine. “Again,” he said.

Before I could protest, he lowered his mouth back on to me, and made me come a second time. Then a third.

Finally I pushed his head away. “That was… I can’t…” I couldn’t even finish a sentence, was what. “No more. I need—I want you inside of me.”

He drew himself up and over me. I felt the length of him against my thigh.

But he shook his head, stopping right before I had him where I wanted. “Noelle, I don’t have a condom.”

Disappointment hit me like a gut punch. “Me neither.”

For a moment, I considered acting incredibly irresponsibly.

But he’d already shifted himself onto his side next to me, his head propped up in his hand. He wouldn’t. He was a good guy.

I pouted. “After all that, I can’t even see this all the way through.”

“I’m happy with what we did,” he said, smiling and tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear. “Very happy. In fact, I’d like to do it again.” His hand slid down and gently cupped my breast, his thumb gently brushing my nipple.

Once again, heat surged through me. I wanted it too. But I wanted more, and I wanted him to feel good too.

“Can we do something else?”

“I’m fine. That was all I needed.”

“What if I want to?” I didn’t want to be done.

He raised an eyebrow.

“What did you have in mind?”

I swallowed. Nerves threatened to overtake me, but I breathed in. I bit my lip for a moment, then said, “Can you…come on me?”

Leif made a strange sound in the back of his throat. “That’s what you want?”

“Yes. I—” I almost saidhe’d never do it for me.But I’d never asked Patrick to do these things.The idea of watching this man let go onto me though? Feeling the wet heat of his need for me hit my skin? It was almost too much.

“I want you to do it like this,” I said.

Then, for the first time ever, I described one of my fantasies out loud.

It wasn’t an outrageous one, and Leif didn’t even blink. He did ask if I was sure, but once he was positive it was what I wanted, forme, he was happy to oblige.

I stayed on my back, while Leif got on his knees, straddling my ribs.

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