Page 31 of Puck Love

In the morning,I waketo Stella playing quietly in the den. She serenaded me last night as I made dinner, and I felt a tiny bit guilty Emmett wasn’t here for the show. Then again, a part of me was glad to have her all to myself. Especially because she was wearing my flannel without a bra and a button had worked its way open, meaning there was a little cleavage on display, and fuck me, but she has nice tits. Not too big, not too small . . . they’re just right. Now, if only I could convince little Goldilocks that sleeping in my bed would be the same. Though I may be screwed when it comes to the “not too big” aspect of this equation . . . or she will be, because I’m fuckinghuge.

Last night, Stella surprised me by playing all sorts of classic indie rock that I would never have expected a country singer to know. She talked about what it’s like to tour, and the songs her band play backstage to warm up. I loved the way her face lit up when she shared those details. She came alive, and her excitement was palpable, but it also made me wonder why she ran away from it all. I get needing time off to recharge, but this Stella Hart is not the same woman I found freezing to death on my mountain, and that frightens me, because Stella getting her groove back means there’s a real possibility she’s going to leavesoon.

I like that idea about as much as I like skating suicides, but all of Canada is on the hunt to find Stella Hart. I know she’s been avoiding TV and the internet, and I haven’t shared that little detail with her yet because I don’t want her to panic and do something stupid like call her manager. She’s bound to find out soonthough.

I roll over and check the time on my phone to keep from thinking about Stella leaving. Since I usually have the house to myself, Fridays are reserved for sleep-ins and jacking it to hot librarian porn. Unless we’re at an away game, training isn’t until the afternoon. I’m convinced that’s the coach’s way of keeping our boys from wanting to hit the town Friday nights, because we’re generally all too sore and in need of a soak in the hot tub—or an ice bath, depending on your injuries. Today, the team is in Boston, no doubt having their morning skate and getting ready to kick the Bruins’ ass, but there’s no rest for the wicked, because while our teammates are pounding their faces into the boards, our star defenseman Matias Torres and me will be training through ourinjuries.

Sometimes, I head into Calgary around noon so I can visit with Emmett’s group. It’s usually a lunch date, followed by field trips to the museum, bowling or some other blah activity that he hates, but today is a pretty special treat because coach is letting us have the ice for a group skate. Emmett had wanted to do something he was good at, and though I knew coach might bust my balls for asking, I could never say no to my little brother. I must have got coach on a good day, because three hours from now, my bro will be showing off his skills at my rink and proving to his friends that it is ice and not blood that runs through the veins of the Rossmen.

Stella’s sweet voice beckons to me from the den, and if I didn’t think I’d frighten the poor woman, I’d run downstairs right now and listen with rapt attention, but I’ve got morning wood that even a pair of jeans won’t cover, so I head for the shower. Once I’m beneath the hot spray, I rub one out while I think about Stella on my couch, or more specifically, bending her over the back of my couch and fucking her until she can’t walk straight.Yeah, I’m definitely not big brother material. Not for her, anyway. I don’t even know if we can really be friends. I mean, all I think about when I’m with her is getting her naked beneath me, but I don’t know what the fuck to do with a twenty-seven-year-old virgin. I’ve been with girls before who were tightlipped about their virginity, and I’d learned too late that instead of a nice, easy, no-strings-attached hookup, I was unwittingly popping their cherries. Some guys get off on that shit, boldly going where no man has gone before, but not me. For one, the guilt about eats me alive, and two, I don’t date the women I fuck. Or any women, for that matter. I don’t have time for relationships. During the season, I’m gone more often than not, and until Stella, I haven’t found a single woman who didn’t treat my brother like he was something to fear or belittle. Why would I date someone who refused to see how extraordinary heis?

I wind up taking a little longer in the shower than I intend to because even after I’ve come my cock is still standing at attention and I can’t get her off my brain. I jack it twice in what feels like as many minutes.Shit. I am seriously fucking screwed. Which is funny, because I’m not screwing anyone in return. I can’t even touch her. If I start something up with Stella, there’s a good chance I’ll never see her pussy until I’m ready to put a ring onit.

I lean against the cool tiles and close my eyes.What the fuck is wrong with me? I can’t fall for the virgin occupying my house, and yet . . . she’s fucking me every which way from Sunday. I feel like a goddamn rookie because the angel downstairs deked me good and hard, and I played right into herhands.

When I head down tobreakfast, Stella is no longer playing guitar but is in my kitchen, looking lost. “Morning.”

“Hi.” She turns on this megawatt smile that I have no doubt can be seen from space. “I hope I didn’t wake you. I just had an idea for a song and had to get itout.”

“Nah, I was already up.”Was I ever.I’m surprised my fucking beaver basher went down atall.

Stella’s staring now. She gives me a sheepish smile as she tucks a strand of pale hair behind her ear, and I realize my thoughts are probably written all over my face, so I clear my throat and change the subject. “How’s that work,exactly?”

“Songwriting?”

“Yeah, like you just create something from scratch and voilà,done?”

“Sometimes, yeah. Other songs take a littlelonger.”

“That’s prettycool.”

She shrugs. “So is skating on a knife blade, especially when you’re as . . . er . . . big, as you.” I grin, and she squeezes her eyes tightly closed. “I left myself wide open there, didn’tI?”

“Wide open,” I say slowly. My smolder is as cheesy as the line I just fed her, but her cheeks pink up anyway, and it takes everything in me not to pull her closer and touch her in ways that will set her whole body on fire. Instead, I move passed her into the pantry. “Can’t find what you’re lookingfor?”

“You don’t have any Captain Crunch, doyou?”

“Nope, but I think Emmett has some Count Chocula in the back here.” I shuffle a few boxes of cereal out of the way until the count’s cartoon face is staring back at me. I have to keep sugary treats hidden, because the dude would consume the whole box in one sitting if I didn’t. Hell, even I might consume the box if it were right in front of my face. Eli eats that kind of shit all the time, but I can’t. My body doesn’t like it during season. I can handle copious amounts of liquor, though, and pancakes. There’s always room forpancakes.

I set the box down on the counter for her, and she grins up at me. It’s so fucking hard not to kiss her, but I am a man of steel. Okay, maybe that’s just my dick, because wouldn’t you know it? I’m hard again.Fuck me. I press the front of my jeans against the counter to hide my giant erection and set about making an omelet without turning around. It proves difficult, and I must look like a fucking hoser because Stella asks what I’m doing. I just sort of shrug, pull my ingredients from the fridge, and make breakfast without turning to face her. At least, not until she’s engrossed in her cereal and moaning like the count is doing more than just satisfying her cravings for empty calories. Stella throws her head back, her eyes closed as she chews, and that just makes everything worse. I practically fall into the chair opposite her, and watch as she swallows. A beat later, she opens her eyes, and a post-orgasmic smile lights her face. Until she notices me staring, thatis.

“What? Do I have Count Chocula on myface?”

No, but you almost had something else starting with a C all over it.I clear my throat and readjust things down below. “Nope, you’regood.”

She leans back in her seat. “I haven’t eaten sugar like this in years. My trainer’s going to kill me when I getback.”

“I can help you work out if you want?” I’m hit with the mental image of me working her over, stretching out those slender thighs of hers, digging my fingers into the flesh of her hips as I pound inside . . .Fuck, Van. Get a goddamn grip. Because that was so helpful earlier this morning.Twice. “Not that you need to work out. Your body is banging,babe.”

She gives a nervous laugh. “If I didn’t work out, I’d be the size of thishouse.”

“Bullshit.”

“It’s true. I have an addictive personality. I’m terrible with self-control.”

I smirk. “Really?”

“Uh-huh.”

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