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As I continue to roll my hips, I pour everything I'm feeling into the kiss. My chest tightens as the emotions swirl inside me, but I don't pull away when he gives himself over to the kiss with the same raw emotion.

We've moved past just pure fucking now, and I know he feels what I'm feeling.

I've definitely caught feelings for the man beneath me and am so utterly screwed.

And as we come together finally, I have to wonder just how much those feelings are going to end up ripping me apart.

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MR. BDE

IMOGEN

Cam spentthe night at my place, wrapped around me once again while we slept, both completely spent after several more orgasms. And although he needed to leave before dawn to get ready for work, he had enough time to slide his cock inside me once more, making love to me achingly slow while we were both still half asleep.

He seems to have the same appetite for sex that I do, once again surprising me.

Or maybe it's just because I'm comparing him to my ex-husband, Chris. I'd had to beg that man for sex, and when he gave in, he always made me feel like a whore for asking. He was never able to satisfy me in the bedroom. Never gave me a single orgasm, and for the longest time, I thought that there was something wrong with me.

Until I entered the building in front of me for the first time.

Now, as I walk up the stairs to work, I wonder if I've been thinking too much about this whole situation with Cam. He didn't shy away when I showed him my jagged edges. Didn't judgeme for craving sex as a means of release. And when I shared everything I like in the bedroom, it only made him want me more.

And yet... I still can't shake the feeling that we aren't right for one another. He comes from a family who clearly love and respect each other - at least, from what I could tell, after the brief conversation with his mother. And his job is literally taking care of people in need. He's everything pure and good... And I'm dark and jaded.

I belong here, amongst others who share similar back stories to me. Whose lives revolve around the art of pleasure, both giving and receiving.

There's a reason we've become a family. No one in the outside world fully understands us.

But we do. We get each other.

And Cam? I just don't see how he fits into the life I've made for myself.

But I want him to fit.

When I enter our office, I expect to see Sebastian, but it's Annika who's sitting in his chair.

She dressed in jeans and a low cut T-shirt, which means she mustn't have any clients this morning. And she's got a massive grin on her face.

"Judging by that look on your face, I take it Mr Paramedic gave you a good dicking last night?"

I grin at her as I head towards my desk. "And this morning."

"Oohh two sleepovers in one weekend? Way to show him you only want sex." She winks, but I frown, realising she's right.

"Ugh, I should have sent him home after he fucked me into oblivion last night." I drop down into my chair.

"Oh Bub, I was just joking. I want you to be happy. And I think Mr BDE could make you really happy."

I shoot her a confused look. "Mr. BDE?"

"Big Dick Energy. Cam fucking radiates Big Dick Energy. He's huge, right? Tell me he's huge. I had a little look-see when he was sitting next to me at the club, but it was kind of hard to tell in hisblack suit while we were in the dark. But he is tall, broad... and those hands..." I watch with amusement as my best friend basically gives herself an orgasm talking about the guy I'm pretty sure I have very strong feelings for. "Friends share details with their friends, Imogen. Tell me your new boyfriend's cock is huge."

"And that was just the conversation I expected to interrupt when I walked into my office," Sebastian drawls as he enters the room.

He cocks an eyebrow slowly at Annika as she spins around on his office chair, but she just grins back.

"It's Imogen's office, too. And she was just about to tell me how big that man is."

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