Page 91 of Ravage

Sebastian eyes him with interest. "You'd be interested in doing this again, then?"

I lift my head to look at Cam, who shrugs. "Yeah. I don't think I'd have the stamina to go like that every time, but it was definitely an experience I'd be interested in repeating."

Sebastian runs his thumb along his bottom lip, one of his unconscious habits that he does when he's thinking. I don't think he realises how fucking sexy it is, but Cam's eyes track the movement, and I hide a smile against his shoulder.

Who would have thought the man I believed was too straight-laced to understand me could be so full of surprises? If I hadn't already known I was in love with him, this definitely would have sealed the deal.

Annika pushes herself upright, yawning as she squeezes my thigh. "Right, I need my bed. That was amazing, and I definitely want to play again." She looks at Sebastian. "Home now, please."

Sebastian chuckles and gets to his feet. "Good idea. I'm sure these two have a lot to talk about."

They let themselves out, and Cam and I stay where we are. He pulls me tighter against him and kisses my forehead again.

"Are you really okay with everything tonight?" I can't help but ask.

He runs his hand up and down my arm. "Yeah. It was amazing."

"And you're really okay if I sleep with them still? Even if you're not around?"

He sighs, reaching over to tilt my face up so he can look me in the eye. "I promise I'm okay with it. Would it make you feel better if we put some rules around it?"

I think for a moment and then nod. It would probably help if I knew what his boundaries are.

"Okay, how about this..." He pauses for a moment, as if he's trying to work out what the rules should be. "If you want to play with them, you just need to let me know. You don't need toask my permission, because it's your body. But if you let me know, then you don't have to feel like you're sneaking around behind my back. You don't have to wait for me to respond, though."

I nod, smiling. "I can do that. Anything else?"

"Actually, yeah. When I'm not there... I'm okay with it being either of them, or them together, but if another guy comes into the mix, like Dante, I'd prefer to be there for that. If you need more than one cock, I'd like to be one of the cocks. And if you need three cocks, I'm also fine with that."

I nod again, glad that he's worked out where he needs to draw the line. And that isn't a hard ask. I've only played with Dante a few times with Sebastian, and I'd rather the other guy be Cam, anyway. But the idea of the three of them... I'm definitely interested in trying that out some time.

I hesitate before asking the next question, but I need to ask. "And how do you feel now after what Sebastian did?"

He strokes my cheek. "I had never considered being with a guy before, but after watching those guys at the club night, it's kind of been on my mind. When I went to see Sebastian earlier, to discuss what I could do to make you see I really was okay with all of this, I walked in on him fucking Dante, and it kind of stirred up those feelings again." My eyes widen, and he smiles, bending to brush his lips to mine.

"I hadn't realised Sebastian would fuck Dante in front of you like he does with the rest of us. We're all used to it, but that must have been a shock for you."

Cam laughs. "Yeah, it definitely threw me at first. I knocked, and he called out 'come in', so I opened the door, and my jaw nearly hit the floor."

I shake my head. "God, he loves freaking people out like that. I don't even notice anymore, but I think Connell has had a few jump scares now."

He laughs again. "Poor Connell."

I grin, then reach up to push his hair out of his eyes. "So, you saw them fucking and thought you'd like to give it a try?"

He studies me for a moment, continuing to stroke my cheek with his thumb. "Well, seeing as we're talking about all of this, Dante sucked me off." My eyes widen again, and he smiles a little. "Sebastian could obviously see that I was curious, and I think that was his way of testing just how far that interest went when he suggested it."

I process that, wishing I'd been there to see it. But this was obviously something that Cam needed to work through on his own. I'm glad he was able to have that chance.

"Would you want to play with Sebastian alone sometimes, then?" I ask.

Cam cocks his head to the side as he studies my face. "I'm not sure. Maybe... I went to see him about you, after all. The situation with Dante was purely a spur-of-the-moment thing, and it was great. It also felt amazing when Sebastian fucked me tonight. But I don't know if that means I'm bi or just curious."

I nod. I know from my own experience what he's going through right now. The first time I'd been with Annika, Sebastian and Dante, I'd had to work through a lot of thoughts and feelings before I understood I was attracted to women in the same way I was to men. Years of religious trauma messed me up, so I get why Cam needs time to process his feelings after thirty-five years of thinking he was straight.

He yawns, and I smile. "Thank you for doing this all for me tonight." I move to straddle his lap and cup his cheeks. "No one has ever made me feel so loved... So understood. Even those two."

He pushes my hair back over my shoulders as he tilts his head up to look at me. "I'd do anything for you, Imogen Delphine."

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