“Let’s go get you to the bathroom.” He holds his hand out, but I don’t take it.
I look between his hand and his face. Is he going to let me go if I put my hand in his? Will he kidnap me?
“Adalisa,” he growls. “Hand. Now.”
Before I can blink, my hand is in his grasps, and he helps me off the bed.
“I… Bad hand,” I look down at our joined hands.
I should not be this close to him at all.
“Good hand, and a good girl for following my order, even if it was delayed.” He leads me to the bathroom.
I glare at him as he stands in the bathroom with me. I look at him, waiting for him to leave so I can use the toilet.
“Go do what you need to.” He gestures toward the toilet.
“No way in hell am I going to go to the bathroom while you are in here. That is a line,” I cross my arms over my chest.
He takes a step forward, gripping my chin with his fingers. “There are no barriers between us. There is nothing between us,” he growls. “But this once, I will let you go to the toilet alone. Do not get used to it.”
I glare at him as he walks out, leaving the door wide open.
“Do not even think about it,” he says before I can move. “The door stays open. I’m not in there, but the door will not shut.”
I take a deep breath in and slowly let it out. I can’t do this. There is no way I can do this with him standing in my bedroom with the bathroom door wide open.
“If you need help, just ask. I will be more than happy to help you,” he calls out.
“Fuck you!” I yell.
“That can be arranged. You just let me know when and where, and I will be there.”
I growl in frustration, stomping my foot as I turn to look at the toilet.
“I can do this,” I whisper. “I have to do this or else he’s going to come in here.”
“Are you talking to yourself?” he asks.
Clenching my hands, I take another steadying breath and ignore him. He does not deserve my attention, not now and not ever. If I ignore him long enough, not wear the bracelet again, then he will eventually realize I’m not the girl for him.
“Chop chop,” he calls out. “Any longer and I’m going to come in there and help you.”
I quickly sit on the toilet and start peeing as I think about anything else but him being in my room and hearing me do my business. I groan, placing my face in my hands. We were standing in the bathroom naked as we talked. We were sitting on my bed talking as I was flashing him. How could I be so dumb?
“Oh, Little bit,” he whispers. “Everything is going to be all right.”
I scream as his hand touches my shoulder, not expecting or hearing him come into the bathroom.
“No!” I yell. “You are not supposed to be in here. You are not supposed to be able to hear me pee. You aren’t supposed to look at me.”
Matthias pulls my hands away from my face and cups it with his own. “This body is mine. You are mine. You will not do anything about it, you can’t.”
I shake my head, pulling my face from his hands and quickly cleaning myself up before standing up. “No. You can’t do this.”
He pushes me up against the wall, caging me in with his arms. “I can, and I will. You are mine, and there is nothing you can do about it.”
CHAPTER 5