Page 45 of Taking Adalisa

That’s easy for him to say. He gets to hear all of my thoughts, but he isn’t the one actually saying it.

“I’m going to spank you and then you can have all the cuddles you want.” Matthias keeps hold of my chin.

It’s his favorite thing to do to me. Grab my chin and make sure I am looking at him as he talks. It makes me so mad every single time he does it because I have to pay attention to him even when I don’t want to.

“Take off your pants and underwear and then climb over my lap,” he instructs me.

“I’m not taking anything off.” I cross my arms over my chest and pull my chin out of his grip.

I am not about to be half-naked in front of him while he spanks me. No way.

“I don’t spank clothed bottoms,” Matthias says firmly, lifting an eyebrow.

“I don’t get spanked while naked.”

I don’t get spanked, period.

“Not even when you want it to be a fun spanking?” He tilts his head to the side. “So sad. I thought about giving your nice ass a love tap next time we have sex.”

My face grows bright red as he continues to talk. I love it when guys spank my ass as they fuck me, but I haven’t had it happen in a while. It’s completely different to what he is talking about right now.

“I didn’t say I didn’t like it for fun, but this spanking isn’t going to be something I’m going to enjoy,” I point out.

“Punishment spankings aren’t fun, but they happen in the nude. You will not get around that.” Matthias’ voice is firm. “So, get out of your pants and underwear and lie over my lap.”

I stand still as I look at him. I’m not going to do that. He can’t make me.

“One.” Matthias looks calm. “Two.”

My hands scramble as I yank my pants and panties down and throw myself across his lap. Heaving in a breath, I try to calm my pulse but don’t succeed when his hand touches my bottom.

“Shh, you’re okay,” he whispers as he starts to rub my bottom. “Everything is going to be all right.”

I snort. “You’re about to spank me. Everything isnotgoing to be all right. My bottom is going to be on fire soon.”

His body moves underneath me before I can hear the sweet sound of his chuckle. “True, but after the spanking you are going to be all right. You are going to thank me for spanking you and giving you the release you need. Getting rid of all the guilt.”

“I don’t know about that,” I mutter. “I don’t feel any guilt.”

More lies. I feel a little guilty, but that’s for failing Margery.

Matthias’ hand stills on my bottom. “You don’t feel any guilt about putting yourself in danger and getting caught up in a situation that could have been really dangerous?”

Okay, when he puts it like that, I do. Was he worried about me when he got the call? Should I have been more conscious about what I was about to do? Yes, I should have been, but how was I supposed to know that was going to go?

“I think you do, but you don’t want to admit it. I think deep down, you are feeling the guilt of putting yourself in danger and causing me to worry when I got the call.” Matthias starts to rub my bottom. “That’s okay, though, because this punishment is going to help get rid of all of it. After this spanking, all is forgiven, and the slate is clean.”

“Really?” I find myself asking.

“Yes, really. After this, I am going to hold you as you cry. Then we are going to snuggle as much as you want.” His voice is so tender and loving.

I still am not used to him sounding like that, but I am not mad about it either. It’s a side of him I don’t think a lot of people see, and I’m honored that I get to. Wait. I should not be thinking he is sweet. He wants to claim me.

He has stalked me. I should be trying to get away from him, yet I keep finding myself actively thinking about staying with him and being close to him.

What is wrong with me?

“Are you ready?” Matthias asks.

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