CHAPTER 17
ADALISA
“Idon’t think anyone is ever ready for a spanking.” I turn my head and try to look at him, but I can’t.
Without warning, Matthias’ hand comes down on my bottom, making me cry out in shock and pain. Mainly shock.
“You’re okay,” he says as he rubs my bottom.
I suck in a breath and tense, waiting for him to spank me again, but it never comes.
“Ha—” I start to say as Matthias peppers my bottom with more swats.
Yelling, I attempt to wiggle on his lap, trying to get away from his hand raining down on my bottom.
“No!” I yell, kicking my feet.
“You can wiggle all you want, but you are getting this,” Matthias says as he continues to spank me.
Tears form in my eyes as he moves to my sit spot. Pain radiates across my bottom as he lands several more.
“Please!” I beg. “Please!”
“I know. We’re almost done.” He rubs my bottom for a second.
But I know better than to relax in his lap. He isn’t done yet.
“How much more?” I whine, trying to roll off his lap, but his arm pins me in place.
“Almost done,” he says. “These last couple are going to be harder and faster.”
I open my mouth, ready to tell him no, but shriek when he starts spanking me again. And true to his word, they were harder and faster than the ones before. Tears stream down my face as he continues.
“Pl-please!” I cry, not wanting any more.
“Soon,” is all he says.
I sob as he lands several on my sit spot. My body goes limp as he spanks me a couple more times. Matthias maneuvers me, pulling me to sit on his lap. Tears are streaming down my face as he holds me against his chest, hands running up and down my back while he rocks us from side to side.
I should be trying to get as far away as possible from him, but I need this cuddle. I need to feel his arms wrapped around me and him telling me everything is okay. I need to feel protected and loved. But I shouldn’t want that with him. Not when he isn’t a good person at all. I need to stay away from him, but I can do that after we snuggle a little longer.
“Shhh, you’re okay. You took that punishment really well. All is forgiven now,” he whispers into my ear. “I know it was a shock, but I needed to show you that I’m not all talk.”
There goes my plan of leaving and him not doing anything. My shoulders sag in his embrace, and I can’t help but let the tears fall a little harder with those words. He will follow through with punishments, which means if he wants me badly enough, he is going to find me.
I have to try to get away from him so I can save myself because if he somehow sinks his claws into me, then I don’t know how my life is going to turn out.
“You’re okay,” he gently soothes. “I’m here. Just let it all out, and Daddy will catch your tears.”
Calling him Daddy is on the tip of my tongue. I so badly want to call him that, but I stop myself. If I start doing that, I won’t be able to stop myself from doing anything else with him. I need to have some f self-control. “Such a good girl for taking your punishment so well,” he praises. “You were so brave, and I’m so proud of you.”
He was proud of me for taking a punishment? Is he crazy?
I want to ask, but I don’t want him to explain and keep me here longer. I need to leave as soon as possible so I can get out of New York City.
Whenever Matthias is close to me, I can’t seem to think about things properly. Matthias would probably tell me there is nothing wrong with my mind constantly being on him, but I beg to differ. I need to stay away from him and get a plan in order to execute it perfectly.
“Let’s go fill your tummy with some food and then go to bed.” Matthias stands with me in his arms.