The woman is Margaret.
And the man is Olly.
I unclip my seatbelt, rushing to the window by Tom’s stretcher.
Leaning over Tom, I sway dangerously, face pressed to the glass as the ambulance swings around a corner.
‘Madam!’ the paramedic shouts. ‘Sit down,now.’
I pull back from the window, eyes still riveted to the glass, but now the ambulance has turned I see only buildings and road.
Oh God, oh God, oh God.
Olly looked ill. Gaunt. Still with that handsome bone-structure and tall body, but a shadow of his former self. It’s been so long since I’ve seen him …
I think I’m going to be sick.
Margaret brought Olly here.
Emotions whirl around, and it’s hard to know what is most overwhelming.
Panic, confusion, fear.
Betrayal.
She brought him here. I thought she was on our side.
‘What were you playing at?’ says the paramedic. ‘You could have fallen.’
I feel tears coming.
‘It’s all right.’ The paramedic looks embarrassed now. ‘I didn’t mean to upset you, love. I just didn’t want anyone getting hurt.’
‘It’s not you,’ I explain. ‘I just saw Tom’s father. There’s a restraining order against him.’
‘Oh lord,’ says the paramedic. ‘That’s a situation. Should I phone the police?’
I shake my head. ‘We’re going now. He didn’t see us.’
‘You’re safe with us,’ says the paramedic, voice warm and reassuring.
‘I hope so,’ I say.
‘Tom should be back at school in a few days,’ the paramedic continues, giving us a cheery smile. ‘That’s what the nurse was saying. Give you a bit of time to yourself, Mum.’
I look out the window, thinking:That’s the last thing I need.
I want Tom at home with me. Tucked up on the sofa where I can see him. As far away from that school as possible.
Kate
11.34 p.m.
Col is still awake when I get home. I’m so tired, I trip on the front door mat.
‘Hi, love,’ I call out, hanging my coat in the hallway.
There’s a pause. Then Col appears from the office room wearing his black glasses, a T-shirt and some tartan pyjama bottoms.