“Don’t you dare,” I say, stepping to put myself between him and my grizzly.
“Wh-what are you doing?” he stutters, shoes skittering over the rocky ground as he takes a few more steps backward. “We gotta get out of here.”
“I’m good,” I say breezily. “But be careful going down the ridge. It’s a little steep.”
The other hiker looks at me like I’ve lost my mind, eyes going even wider when Irving steps forward, plunks down beside me, and gives me a nudge with his big, furry head.
“What the fuck?” the hiker sputters. “What—what the hell is—”
Irving growls, showing off the set of truly terrifying teeth he has in this form, and the hiker trips over his own feet as he dashes off down the trail.
“Careful on the ridge!” I call after him, then turn to Irving. “Was that necessary?”
In a flash, he’s back in his human form. He hauls me up against his broad, naked chest.
“Yes.”
“Why? You scared the hell out of that poor guy.”
“He was looking at you like you’re some kind of meal to salivate over,” Irving grumbles. “And we both know the only one who gets to feast on you is me.”
I let out a huff of breath, but before I can retort, Irving nods toward the path he just appeared from.
“Found something I want to show you.”
I roll my eyes, but don’t protest when he grabs his pack from where he left it next to me before he went exploring, then takes my hand and leads me forward. He’s still bare-ass naked, but after a year and a half with my big, burly mountain man, I hardly bat an eye at seeing him in the buff out in the woods. I’ll keep a lookout for any other wayward thru-hikers, and toss him some pants to cover up if need be, but otherwise I’m not bothered by it in the slightest.
It’s just part of the grizzly shifter package, and it’s a package I very, very much enjoy looking at as he heads down a narrow trail and tugs me along with him. We hike for a couple of minutes before the trail opens up and a mountain stream comes into view.
I grin at him. “Perfect.”
It’s been a couple of days since we last bathed, and while it’s all part and parcel of this long, incredible trip we’ve been on all summer, I always relish the chance to splash some water on myself to chase away the worst of the grime.
Irving and I do just that, taking turns dipping into the freezing cold stream. When we’re done freshening up, we get dressed and trek back to the trail. We use the last of the daylight to make it to the small, secluded spot we had marked on the map as a possible campsite.
It’s empty. Mr. Nice-Weather-We’re-Having apparently decided he didn’t want to stick around and risk another run-in with a huge, snarly grizzly.
Irving and I get to work setting up camp as the sun sets over the mountain.
It’s a perfect evening, one of the dwindling number of days we have left as we approach the end of our hike.
This summer has been absolutely incredible, and the year of training and prep we did beforehand is more than worth it as I breathe the mountain air deep and savor the beauty of the moment.
And, as always, that appreciation also includes the beauty of the man I’ve fallen so very deeply in love with since that day he rescued me from the woods.
I moved up to Irving’s cabin almost six months to the day after we first met, and while that might be fast in some people's books, it felt just right for us. I haven’t regretted it for a second, and each new season on the mountain has brought somethingnew to be grateful for. It’s a slower, quieter life than I had before, but one that suits me perfectly.
Just before we left on this trip, I quit the biotech company I worked for in Seattle. I’d been working remote since I moved up to the cabin, but at the end of the day it was just… enough.
Enough grind. Enough striving. Enough of always trying to measure myself by someone else’s ruler and someone else’s definition of success.
It was one of the scariest things I’ve ever done, but I’ve already got some freelance programming and consulting work set up for when we get back from our hike, and the exhale of leaving corporate life behind was more than worth the risk.
It’s just one more thing to be grateful for as I draw the fresh mountain air deep into my lungs and meet Irving’s eye where he’s getting something from his pack, all the love in the world shining back at me.
Irving
My heart beats fast and heavy in my chest the whole time Holly and I set up camp, and that beat nearly doubles when she glances over and smiles at me.